EXCLUSIVE! LUMANTAD NA ANAK NI FRANCIS M NA SI FRANCESCA PAPASUKIN NA ANG SHOWBIZ?
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Minsan lang po if there are any chances to sing and makasama po sa iba't ibang bands.
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Hi guys! Welcome to my YouTube channel.
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Nandito tayo ngayon sa isang recording studio at ating kakausapin exclusive.
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At for the very first time ay haharap siya sa isang interview.
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Ang isa sa mga anak ni Francis M. na si Francesca Rait.
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Kung who yan, subscribe muna kayo sa aking channel at kay Christine Babau's channel.
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Hello! How are you? Nice to meet you.
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Ang mukhang kamukha pala talaga.
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O, may gift ako sa'yo.
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From Secret Fresh.
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Dahil mahili kang mag-perform.
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And of course, meron din ako dito para sa inyo ni Mommy.
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Mga souvenir mugs lang.
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Kasi ang plan talaga namin, hindi mo na magpapakilala.
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Eto talaga ang totoo.
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Pwede mo i-sabihin yan? Okay lang sa'yo sabihin natin?
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Gusto ko kasing madis-abuse yung tao.
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That we're using Francis M. for self-gain or publicity.
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Or we'll use him as a ground...
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Stepping stone para sumikat.
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Nagde-debate kami dyan.
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Pati yung mga nagkino-consult ko na tao even si...
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Because I know he's a good friend.
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Tinanong ko siya.
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So napagkasundoan namin na ilabas muna natin siya on her own.
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And then later on sasabihin na...
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That was really the plan.
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So sorry dun sa mga piningaan ko ng advice.
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It turned out this way.
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Lumabas nang napaka-aga na anak siya ni Francis M.
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Pero the intention really was to launch her first and make it on her own.
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Bago i-admit na anak siya ni Francis M.
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Eh nangyari naman.
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So no regrets coming out?
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Guys, eto na siya.
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Hi Cheska, welcome.
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Welcome to my vlog.
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I've been doing well.
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There are a lot of mixed emotions.
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Pero I'm handling it well naman po.
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Ito bang paglabas mo publicly,
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was this something na gusto mo talagang gawin?
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when I was a little kid,
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I really was interested to singing, dancing,
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and I really wanted to be an artist.
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I was interested into a lot of stuff.
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Taking videos of myself,
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makeup, playing with makeup,
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singing, dancing.
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Sino mga ina-idolize mo noon?
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At hanggang ngayon?
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Sino mga artist yan?
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Before, I idolize po Ate Catherine.
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Why Catherine Bernardo?
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I idolize her acting,
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So, is she someone na gusto mong maging katulad balang araw?
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So it's not just singing that you want to develop,
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you also want to act someday?
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Sino itong unang-unang mong ina-idolize na personality?
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Ang pinaka-unang unang kong ina-idolize ay si Michelle Phan po.
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For those who don't know Michelle,
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She's a makeup artist,
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and she was like famous.
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Sobrang famous niya po before.
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ginagaya ko po siya palagi.
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Yung makeup-makeup niya?
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So ano to, pinapost mo publicly para makita ng mga tao?
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No po, it was kept.
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Actually, sa YouTube, meron pong isa na napost,
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pero everything, yung mga videos ko po was kept.
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Hindi ko po siya pinapost.
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So ibig sabihin, bata ka pa lang,
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meron ka na talagang parang makings of,
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you know, wanting to become a celebrity one day.
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Mga ilang taon ka nung unang mong naramdaman yan?
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When I was five and six years old.
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Mga gano'n, naga-ano ka na.
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Naga-acting-acting ka rin ba sa bahay?
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Actually, ang dami ko pong dub smash.
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Doon po talaga nagsimula.
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And I also idolize Ate Maine po.
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Kasi po, lagi po siya nagda-dub smash.
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Napapanood ko po siya.
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Siya talaga ang kinokopya mo?
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Nakikita ko sa kanya.
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Lagi ko kinakusap ng anak ko.
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Hindi mo siya kailangan pilitan eh.
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Lumalabas naturally eh.
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Na may talent niya, ganyan.
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Gusto niya yung ginagawa niya.
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Kaya bago kami pumirma sa contract,
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ilang beses ko siyang tinanong.
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na masgahan tayo ng tao.
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Emotionally, lahat.
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Dapat maging strong ka anak.
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Huwag ka magpapa-affect to.
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Patuloy ngayon sa nangyayari.
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Pero tinanong ko siya the other day.
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Kasi may mga nababasa nga siya.
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Sabi niya, I'm okay mommy.
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Alam ko naman yung story niya eh.
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Ilan siya nagmanifest ng talent niya
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sa pagkanta, pagperform?
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Mga ilang taon niya?
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Like 3 years old pa lang.
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Ay, nagaano na siya eh.
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Ang uso kasi nung mga time na yun,
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yung makeup tutorial.
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And fan siya ni Michelle Phan.
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Ginagaya niya ngayon.
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Kunyari, nagmay makeup tutorial siya.
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Naka, ano siya sa camera.
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At saka yung mga dab smash noon.
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May Mendoza, yung ginagawa niya.
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Talagang ang galing niya.
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Nakita ko na agad.
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Medyo ano mo na, alam mo na nasa dugo.
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Eh yung pag narap, kailan?
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Siguro, ano, mga ano siya.
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Nasa Japan kami noon eh.
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Kasi mommy ko nasa Japan.
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So pag nag vacation kami,
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syempre maraming time na nasa bahay kami.
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At puro gadget siya.
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Nakita ko na lang,
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may sinusundan siyang rap,
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hindi ko lang talaga maalala.
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Gusto ko nga ipakita yun eh.
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Kasi ang cute-cute niya doon.
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Yun yung first time na nakita ko siya.
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Na yung bibig niya,
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ang bilis talaga.
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Like, nagagal siya.
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So natuwa naman ako.
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Hindi niya pinapanood yung mga MTV ng daddy niya?
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Minsan, nakikita ko.
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Kasi may mga pictures kami doon eh.
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Nagulat na lang ako,
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mayroon siya isang box.
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Pato yung mga dedications,
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Yung mga galing sa flowers,
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yung nasa kanya lahat.
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Pero nagra-rap ka rin daw.
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Kailan ka nag-start mag-rap?
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Sino mga una mong inspiration when it comes to rapping?
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Sino mga kinokopia mo?
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Eto na, next type na pwersa.
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Frans, magandang nag-locknight na parroquia.
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Nung bata pa lang po ako.
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Kinikwento po sa akin
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ng mga lola ko, tita ko,
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kung sino si Papa.
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hindi ko po siya masyado na meet.
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tell a lot of stories about him.
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What stories do they tell you about Daddy Kiko?
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Pero, I can't say it.
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So, ano na lang yung parang pinaka...
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I wouldn't call it memory
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because you don't have naman memory
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dahil baby ka pa diba
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nung time na wala siya?
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Yung parang pinaka-reference
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na tinitingnan mo lagi
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to remind you of him.
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kung saan kami nakakapag-picture.
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Every time na nandun po
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I always remember him.
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Do you talk to him sometimes?
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How do you talk to your dad?
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I pray to talk to him.
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And do you feel his presence sometimes?
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yung puso parang...
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parang hindi ko po ma-explain.
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Parang magbaburst?
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What do you usually tell him?
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kinikwentohan ko po siya.
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Sometimes about my days,
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whether I'm doing good,
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whether I'm doing bad.
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did you ever ask them about him
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nagmo-volunteer ng kwento about your dad?
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I asked about him.
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Ano mga tinatanong mo sa kanya?
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Ang mga tinatanong ko po ay
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ano po yung ugali ni papa?
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Mahal niya po ba sa kanya?
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parang gusto ko pumalaman kung...
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yung attitude niya po.
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At this point in your life,
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you're 15 years old,
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With the stories na narinig mo
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sa mga grandparents mo,
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tapos yung sinasabi mo,
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moments of silence,
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moments of prayer,
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talking to your dad,
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now do you feel na parang
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mas kilala mo siya?
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Parang nag-exist din siya
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kahit nawala siya?
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Ganun ang feeling mo?
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And do you feel the love
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Kahit wala na siya?
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I felt the love po.
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dun sa mga stories
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na kinakwenta sakin,
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he didn't really care
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for me and for us.
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Baby pa si Chesca
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nung buhay pa si Francis M.
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Six months si Chesca nun
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nung namatay siya.
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Pero nagkita sila two months
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Yung nag-zero cancer cell siya
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nag-perform pa siya sa Bulaga
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kung di ba siya sa Rakabite.
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Tapos yun na yung
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first and last meeting
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Meron pa siyang binilin sa'yo
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Bago siya mawala nun
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Ang natatandaan ko lang na
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yung exactly niyan eh,
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quote and unquote.
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Huwag kayong mag-alala
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Ah, huwag kayong mag-alala
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Nakakasa na kayong
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Anong ibig sabihin nun?
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Nag-iisip ako kasi
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after nung mawala siya
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Walang ito talaga.
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naka-maternity leave
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May binalikan pa akong trabaho.
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Nabuhay ko naman siya mag-isa.
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Ikaw lang mag-isa?
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Nakuwento ko na siya sa kanya
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Kaya hindi siya masyadong
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affected sa mga bashers
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alam niya sa sarili niya.
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Wala naman silang alam eh.
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How would you describe yung
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habang lumalaki ka
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wala yung dad mo?
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Meron ba parang kulang?
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Parang may vacuum
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without a father.
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nandito pa po siya.
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What's your relationship
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with your stepfather?
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Anong mga favorite songs mo
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called Summer Nights.
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Why is it your favorite song?
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meaning of the song.
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The melody of the song.
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Gustoan ko po siya.
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Kaleidoscope World din po.
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I really like the meaning
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Compose ka na rin
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regularly performing.
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kapag nasa stage ka?
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nandun po yung kaba.
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and I start singing
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bigla na lang po kong
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After the performance
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kapag nasa stage ka.
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naalo po ako sa kaba.
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I can't stop thinking.
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Pero kapag na doon na po ako
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How often do you perform?
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We don't perform much
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perform sometimes
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Chesca, meron na ba
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mga kumakausap sa'yo
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May mga gano'n bang offered?
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But if ever dumating
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yung time na gano'n
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dahil sa father ko.
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and your father is
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parang king of rap?
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comparison parang
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medyo mahirap yata
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he's the king of rap
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Take it in stride.
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bahala kung ano mangyayari.
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Pero ang difference
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pagdating sa acting
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or nagsisimula ka pa lang?
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Nagsisimula pa lang po.
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parang hindi nila in-expect
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Paano naka-affect to sa'yo yun?
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It doesn't affect me po
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It doesn't affect me.
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sometimes they can
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say hurtful things
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I don't get affected po
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some of them don't
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I know the story po eh
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I don't get affected.
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Immediately after that
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yung kasama mo yung mom mo doon
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when you sold the jersey
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Tell us about that.
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Ano nangyari doon?
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na mapuntahan siya sa
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I was just a baby
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that was the first time
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yung anak mo ni Ate Sab.
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and put them flowers
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Paano mo i-describe
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yung emotions ko po
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napuntahan na po kita
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Wala, nag-thank you
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nang kami sa kanya
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at saka nag-birthday kasi siya.
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kasi malapit din naman sa area
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we're from Cavite pa.
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So hindi naman namin
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habang nandito kami
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dinadalaw na rin namin.
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And nung pinakita ko sa kanya
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yung picture ni Cheska
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na parang nakahag siya
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puntod ng papa niya
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sobrang thankful ako sa kanya
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anak niyo talaga.
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Ilang taon si Cheska
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nung pumasok siya sa buhay mo?
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10 years old parang?
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So parang siya na talaga eh.
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Yung ginilalang ama no?
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ang dream niya para sa'yo
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ay maging isang dentist.
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Open ka pa rin ba
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na i-pursue yung career na yun?
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That's actually my dream pa.
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Your dream not hers ha?
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Why becoming a dentist?
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Not just a dentist,
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may mga options lang po ako.
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Ano ang mga options mo?
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And obstetrician-gynecologist.
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Puro mga medical.
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Pinag-iisipan ko ba ako?
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Oo, pinag-iisipan mo.
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So what's clear here is
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gusto mo magkaroon ng ano?
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Gusto mo makatapos
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Pero at the same time
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gusto mo rin mag-showbiz?
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Paano kung dumating sa punto na
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malaki ang demands
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Would you be willing
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i-pursue yung showbiz career?
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O mas pipiliin mo yung
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Mas pipiliin ko po
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Actually, sa totoo lang,
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pwede pagsabayin?
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Pwede naman, di ba?
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Mayroon ba doctor
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kaya gusto mo maging ano?
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You wanna go into
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mga kakilala po namin
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the kaming na doctor.
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Sabi ni mom mo kanina
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na makita-kita kayo.
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Ikaw, ano masasabi mo?
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Kung dumating yung punto na yan.
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You're willing to meet with them?
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And if they're watching now,
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what do you wanna tell them?
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I want to tell them that
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I don't have any bad intentions
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a message to your mom
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pinangalakas sa mundo
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pinaglalabang ka pa rin niya.
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What do you want to tell your mom?
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I want to tell my mom
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don't mind the comments
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alam yung buong kwento.
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they keep bashing her
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Hindi naman lahat negative
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maraming positive.
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Sa kanyang time pa
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maluwag yung kaluoban mo
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kung malalaman ang buong mundo
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Or mas gusto mo na
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hanggang dyan na lang?
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hanggang dito lang po
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the people to know
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my mom's side of the story.
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I love dancing po
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ang dahing magustong gawin
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which is really good
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dito nakikita mo talagang
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to pursue your dreams.
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nakapag-record ka na?
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Diba natin pwede marinig
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kasi may rehearsal ka dito
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anong gusto mo sabihin
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Baka may gusto kang
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amin sa akin para sa kanila.
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I like what you said na ano
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gusto mong mag-develop
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ng sarili mong style.
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Yun ang aabangan natin.
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And I'm excited for you
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I'm excited for your future
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and I can see it already na ano
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na magiging successful ka sa career mo.
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Thank you so much
