Gigi De Lana OPENS UP About EMBRACING HER TRUE SELF, GIGI VIBES & PERSONAL CHALLENGES | EPISODE 252
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I will never learn kung paano maging, alam niyo yun, parang, yung parang pag nasa stage ka, yung you will lose yourself sa music.
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And yung habang kumakanta ka, gusto mo nalang umiyak kasi you are so overwhelmed sa mga kasama mo.
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They are guiding you. They're with you.
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They will never leave you. Alam mo yung ganong feeling.
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My band is my family.
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Kaya pag, ang dami nagsasabi na, actually ito, totoo to, dumadating sa point na lalo na pag nagkakaroon kami ng problema, solo na lang ako.
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Kasi nahihirapan ako eh. Kasi at that moment, you are deciding na masakit, nasasaktan ka.
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Kasi nag-aaway kayo.
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But at the end of the day, pag wala.
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Wala akong nararamdaman, hindi ako masaya, hindi ako malungkot, wala akong iniisip.
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I will stay with them no matter what happens.
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Welcome to the Paco's Place Podcast.
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And the podcast will begin in 5, 4, 3, 2, 1.
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Ladies and gentlemen, finally here on Paco's Place, live, Gigi Vibes and Gigi Delana.
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Gigi, inuna ko kayo, bago siya ah. Para maiba naman ng konti.
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Hi Gigi, congratulations.
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Talagang may po. And that's it guys, tapos na po ang ating podcast.
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Okay, roll call muna. Romeo, John, Jake, Oyus.
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So alam ko si Romeo plays the drums.
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Ikaw, John, what do you play?
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Bass, bass. Guitars.
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Guitars. Obviously, you sing.
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Okay. I just wanna take this opportunity. I'm not gonna waste your time by going back to the beginning.
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But if you wanna go back to the beginning, I'm okay with that.
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But there are so many interviews about you with regard to your beginning, pati ang Gigi Vibes and all.
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Pero one thing that I'm very proud of you is how you reinvented yourself.
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And don't think that I did not.
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I did not notice.
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Dahil kahit kayo, pag pinapanood ko kayo sa online, from pandemic times to now, hell yeah, you guys are a band.
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And you, you're international caliber risk.
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What prompted the change?
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Yun ang pag-usapan natin. Kita mo?
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Marami rin po kasing nagpabago sa akin.
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Actually, when I started, hindi pa ganito.
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Yung itsura ko, hindi pa ako ganito kung paano magsalita.
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Yung before ko, it was facade lang yun.
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It's not, pag nakikita ko yung sarili ko, habang pinapanood ko, before po ah,
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nung nag-start lang kami na, nung pandemic, parang nung time na yun, parang very shy type ako.
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And kung paano akong magsalita, hindi ganito. Parang, hello po, ganyan.
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Pag nakikita ko yung sarili ko before, sorry po sa term, it was fake.
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Yung ngayon kasi, mas ako and actually, mas nag-improve because of my band.
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And yung attitude ko rin towards our work, nag-improve din throughout the years because of them din.
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Kasi magkakaiba kami. Magkakaiba kami ng personality.
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So talagang, they helped me na maging ganito, na magbago.
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And actually, hindi naman bago.
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Numabas yun talagang kung sino ako.
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Para makita ng tao na kung sino talaga si Gigi. Mahalin nila kung sino ako.
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Like, like yung first tour mo, your first tour nyo, that was what, October of last year.
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Ah, October of last year.
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Ibang iba, no pun intended, ibang iba ang vibe last year kesa this year.
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I'm gonna ask the four of them.
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Kaninong pakanayo na?
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Kailangan natin, kasi last year was, nakabalot pa kayo sa ABS-CBN eh.
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Diba? So may corporate, ano ngayon, hindi.
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Kumbaga sa kalsada, palaban kayo ngayon eh.
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Yun ang nakikita ko. What changed?
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Actually, lahat kami nag-decide eh.
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Na, ito, ito tayo eh.
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Ito yung pakita na natin.
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Pero John, si kanino mo sinabi yan? Ikaw ba, ikaw nagsimula?
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Actually, lahat kami eh.
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Parang isa kami nang nararamdaman eh.
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Parang hindi ito eh.
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So, sino nag-open up?
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Nagsimula yan sa kanya talaga, actually.
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Sa kanya, yung mga choice of songs niya, parang ito tayo talaga.
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Tsaka, yung time na nagpag-upit ako, you know, the time that I cut my hair short,
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ang daming, ano nun, ang daming nagsabi na I'm, uh, nagre-rebelde ako.
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I'm being a rebellious girl.
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Tapos, with all the tattoos and everything.
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Bago lang ba yung mga tattoo na yan?
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Eto, kita mo yung, oh.
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With all the tattoos, um, actually, as a person, I didn't change naman.
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Nag-mature ako, and marami kasi tayong pinagdadaanan na hindi tayo kailangan mag-stick lang sa isang bagay
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or mag-stick lang dun sa kung saan tayo nakilala.
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Kasi mamaya mo, nakilala mo yung taong yun, yun pala, hindi niya pinapakita yung totoong siya.
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And hindi okay rin yun, di ba?
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So, nung nilabas mo yung mga songs, medyo nag-iiba na, medyo nagiging, ano,
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Ano sinabi nila Romeo, nila Hoyos, nila Johnny, nila Jake?
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Actually, wala naman.
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Actually, wala naman, pero...
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Go with the flow lang, parang gano'n.
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Binabati nila ako.
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Parang ano eh, yun.
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Yan, ganyan, ganyan.
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Parang na si Jake, nasabihan niya ako, lalo na after ng show,
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ganyan dapat, Jet, ganyan dapat.
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Gusto ko sabihin, batu kang kiti.
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As in, yeah, kasi, when you see it, like, nung, nung, ano, nung YouTube days,
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kengkoy na kayong lahat.
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Tapos, for some reason, nung nakita kita live,
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sabi ko, bat gano'n, hindi ko nararamdaman,
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hindi ko maramdaman yung energy na asaran.
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Nawala, tama ba? Nawala, diba?
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Di naman nawala, naitago eh.
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Pero ngayon, itong tour na to, lahat ng nagsasabi,
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especially yung mga kaibigan ko sa San Francisco,
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sabihin nila, puta, galing.
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And then ikaw, hindi ka naiyayam.
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Yeah, well, hindi ka talaga naiyayam, pero ito talaga nilabas mo na eh.
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How does it feel from inside?
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And the reason why I'm asking,
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I want it to resonate to women and men who are trying to please other people.
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Because ito, parang revelation mo to eh, no?
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You don't have to.
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Kasi, aminin ko po, kuya, people pleaser talaga ako before, lalo na before.
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Kasi parang gusto ko makuha yung attention nila, gusto ko parang magustuhan nila ako.
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Pero hindi pala dapat gano'n.
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Mabigat siya, kasi parang lahat ng pressure, nilalagay ko sa sarili ko eh.
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Pero ngayon, nung sinabi rin kasi ng director and producer namin na si Erwin,
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sinabi niya sa akin na, huwag akong mag-hesitate.
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Has Erwin been with you since the beginning o kailan pumasok siya?
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Since the very beginning.
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So, Erwin, nandiyan kayo? Nandiyan si Erwin?
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Naayos si Erwin yung ilaw, kay ilaw kanina, yun.
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Erwin, pumasok ka nga sa...
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Frame, parang nakikita ka nga.
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Sumali ka nga dito.
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Ako, hindi, kayo na lang.
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Hindi, hindi, tatanungin lang kita eh.
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Because the first tour, the first tour was very different eh.
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But as director, producer, how come you kept your mouth shut?
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Tama naman yung tanong ko, di ba?
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Kasi in 2022 yan eh.
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Because meron kasi tayong system na syempre, yung mga veterans, mga nauna sa atin.
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Lalo na yung mga directors and producers.
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Na nauna sa atin.
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Most of the time, as new artists, kahit sabihin natin sikat o hindi,
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we have to follow then yung proven nila na...
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But in that way din, minsan yung banda magsusulpot ng ganito kami, ganito kami.
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Because as to, para hindi pakita na parang,
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di, ayaw namin yung ganun yun, dapat ganito.
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So, it's a give and take eh.
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These producers, these directors, have been in the industry for so long,
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and they know what works.
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But there's that small percentage na the artist also must have a small saying na parang ganito.
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Eventually, kapag na-build up yung name, di ba, na-build up yung name,
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sometimes yung director and producer, ah okay, napunta na kayo dun eh.
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So, pakinggan namin yung gusto nyo and we'll mold around that.
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But first, we have to mold around them.
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So, coming into the US tour, what was your involvement in terms of, oh,
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kasi syempre, dinaan nyo na ito sa Pilipinas eh.
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Sa Pilipinas pala, nag-evolve na kayo eh.
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Nakikita ko yung mga video.
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Iba na eh, di ba?
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So, coming into your out-of-the-country tours, how did you psych the band na,
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you know what, let's just go all out and 100% organic.
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Paano yung conversation na yun?
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Nung nagsimula kasi yung band, ano yan, lahat sila mahihain.
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Kahit si Gigi mahihain, she had her own facade, mga ganyan.
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Tapos, all of us had to get out of the shell.
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Yung best venue for that was the studio.
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So, ang pinaka-boss namin sa studio was ourselves.
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So, kung gusto, kung anong gusto namin ilabas, ganyan.
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And kami din mag-correct na mistakes.
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Minsan may sasabihin online na mali pala.
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So, because of that, nag-open up sila.
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And yun din yung naging template siguro ng mga nakapanood sa amin.
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Ah, ganito pala kayo.
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So, every time na nag-dediscover kami ng new path,
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you don't have to stick sa one path lang.
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Every time nag-dediscover kami ng new path,
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we found a way na i-produce sa mga sarili namin productions.
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And eventually, the producers and the directors picked up on that.
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Then, they used it.
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So, if you want to show something new,
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you have to talagang work on it on yourself.
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You don't have to, you should not depend lang lagi sa kung sino yung label mo,
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sino yung management mo.
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You have to do it yourself.
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Or kung sino yung mag-isabi.
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So, yung pressure, mas may pressure ba being you now or being you back then?
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Kasi, before, nung nagsistart pa lang kami,
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kasi solo artist talaga ako.
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I started as a solo artist.
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Minus one, ganyan.
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Tapos, minsan lang matugtuga ng banda pag sa mga wedding.
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Pero, nung nakasama ko na sila,
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dun ko napakita yung authentic side ko po talaga.
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And, hindi lang ako yung nagwo-work kasi.
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So, yung pressure, lahat sa amin.
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Pero, mas magaan this time.
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Sino may final say sa solo?
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Now back to the program.
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Who has the final say on the song? Is it unanimous or?
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It's unanimous but
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because if I can't do it,
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for example, there are moments where I feel bad,
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that's when I'll give up.
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It's like I'll say, I can't do it.
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But sometimes, they force me to request from the crowd or request from the client
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that I really need to sing.
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So if I get sick, sometimes I'll be the one to decide on one song, not that one.
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Who do you usually fight with?
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But this is more serious.
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Why the two of you?
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Keyboard and bass.
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Why the two of you?
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He's good at being handsome.
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No, because John,
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there are moments where
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which he can't control,
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which I thought had a meaning to me.
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you're okay with it.
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So you're really okay with it?
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You're okay with it.
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No, you're okay with it if you can't choose.
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I have moments like that with him.
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he's really annoying.
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because those people,
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they're really my siblings.
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I'm emotional with them.
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I'm very attached
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that if they have something to say or I don't like it,
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or I get angry easily,
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because I really love people,
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I get angry easily.
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I don't know why.
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I think I love them too much.
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Let's not love everyone here
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because we don't want you to be angry with us.
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One thing that I liked about all of you,
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before October 2022,
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Before October 2022,
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it was only February,
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there were a lot of inquiries for Gigi Delana.
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It was your camp.
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I just have to say this
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because it came to me.
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There's no Gigi Delana
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if Gigi vibes are not included.
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And the entourage was very, very strict that,
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this is the entourage.
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I just want to say,
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I just want to commend that
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you have a front woman
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who has this kind of mindset.
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How does it make you feel that,
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this is easy to win,
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Are you guys grateful
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or do you care about your life?
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Or to John's point,
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What's your perspective,
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there's always that kind of
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The things will come to me.
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I'm just getting ready for myself
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that it won't last forever.
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I'm going to move here.
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It's the party now.
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For the revelation.
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I'll go home to Auntie Nimphah.
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You're the one, right?
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You're the one, John.
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I didn't think about it.
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It's just like...
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You didn't think about it.
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Soyoyos has been thinking about it.
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He's the party now.
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not many people know that
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like my first push
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Actually, sa kanilang dalawa.
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Oo, wala tayong ginagawa.
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So, kinakata mo si Erwin at si Gigi?
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Pag, oh, gugulat siya.
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Anong ginagawa mo dito?
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hindi ko naiisip na parang
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ano yung future na maghihiwalay.
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Ganyan-ganyan si Don ng
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December Avenue is ganyan.
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Ganyan-ganyan yung mentality.
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Ako, go with the flow.
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Pag meron, meron.
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Pag meron, meron.
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Okay lang naman sa akin.
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Paano pag sinabi ni G,
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mag-i-intriga lang ako eh,
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Since go with the flow, right?
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Pag sinabi ni Gigi na
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pero gusto ko ikaw, drummer ko.
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so iwan niya kami.
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Wala talagang matinong sagot
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na makakuha sa inyo, no?
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Actually, dapat kumpleto.
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Ako, ako gusto ko yung kumpleto.
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Hindi, yung tinanong ni Paco yung
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Grateful ba kayo?
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Wag nyo na nga po silang tanong.
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Okay, tayo na lang po mag-usap.
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Thank you lang kay Gigi,
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Hindi kasi, di ba,
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like, yun ang nakakatakot eh,
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umalis si Gwen Stefani, di ba?
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Tapos ngayon bumalik sa Coachella,
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After Image, right?
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And when you look at it,
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you have your name as the brand eh.
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I hope it's not a matter of time.
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I hope she stays with her band
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and I hope they stay intact.
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are you grateful that these are your bandmates?
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Pwede ka magsinungaling ngayon
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Nagsasabi ka ba na totoo ngayon?
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Nagsisinungaling ka ngayon?
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No, I'm really, really grateful sa kanila
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kasama sila sa process ng
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magiging mature ko
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as a band member.
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Kasi I'm a part of them eh.
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I'm a band member din eh.
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kung nag-solo ako until now,
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I will never learn
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kung paano maging
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I will never learn kung paano maging,
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yung parang pag nasa stage ka,
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you will lose yourself
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And yung habang kumakanta ka,
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gusto mo nalang umiyak
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kasi you are so overwhelmed
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sa mga kasama mo.
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They are guiding you.
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They're with you.
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They will never leave you.
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Alam mo yung ganong feeling.
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My band is my family.
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ang dami nagsasabi na,
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dumadating sa point,
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na lalo na pag nagkakaroon kami ng problema,
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solo na lang ako.
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Kasi nahihirapan ako eh.
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Kasi at that moment,
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you are deciding na,
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Kasi nag-aaway kayo.
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But at the end of the day,
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pag wala akong nararamdaman,
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hindi ako masaya,
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hindi ako malungkot,
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wala akong iniisip,
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I will stay with them
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no matter what happens.
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I hope people are listening to what Gigi actually said.
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Because totoo yun eh.
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That's when you see when the going gets tough talaga eh.
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Doon mo makikita eh, di ba?
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Di ba narinig ko yung sakalang.
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That's an original song.
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When are we gonna hear more?
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nagsusulat na po kami.
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Nagsusulat na kami.
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we plan to release singles
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Hopefully an album this year.
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Kasi magigaling din to magsulat to mga to.
21:20.6
Ano po may bigil?
21:24.6
pwede mo magsalita dito?
21:29.2
naka ano po kasi kami,
21:31.6
and I'm trying to get out of
21:35.0
matagal na process po kasi.
21:36.9
You'll have to change your name
21:37.8
or you'll have to ride it out.
21:40.2
ang dami po kasing problems
21:41.4
and matagal syempre.
21:42.5
Attournings and everything.
21:44.2
Kasi may contract ako.
21:46.7
ngayon na wala na po kami,
21:48.6
ngayon pwede na po kami
21:53.5
ayaw kas po namin matali na ulit eh.
21:55.9
Pero we don't have,
21:57.5
wala kaming bad blood
21:58.9
sa ABS or Star Music.
22:00.5
We love them so much.
22:04.1
that I have learned from them.
22:06.7
Yung opportunity, di ba?
22:07.6
The opportunities,
22:09.4
the stuff that they do for me,
22:12.0
I'm really, really grateful.
22:16.7
mas marami kami magagawa.
22:18.0
So, just stay tuned.
22:19.8
i-release na songs.
22:21.2
And collaborations actually
22:22.3
with great artists.
22:23.6
Maganda yung sinabi mo eh.
22:27.6
and I hope you guys
22:28.3
pay attention ah.
22:34.7
A collective dream.
22:37.6
Hindi namin sinasabi ko, di ba?
22:39.2
Corporate can break
22:40.4
a collective dream.
22:42.2
Nangyari sa amin yun.
22:44.8
Nangyari rin sa ibang mga artist yun.
22:47.8
Sabayin yung binoo.
22:51.0
papasok ang corporate,
22:52.7
guguluhin ang mga utak nyo.
22:56.3
among the five of you,
23:01.9
ikaw ang mape-pressure dito
23:03.4
because ikaw ang front person eh.
23:05.7
When you came to that crossroad
23:07.7
of having to choose
23:11.9
and then secondary na lang yung iba,
23:14.4
we all know this is what you chose.
23:16.9
when you were going through that
23:19.9
yung temptation na ito ang ilalatag sa'yo eh.
23:26.9
Or bahala ka sa buhay mo,
23:28.9
magsama-sama kayong lahat dito.
23:30.9
Ewan ko kung anong mangyayari sa inyo.
23:32.9
May mga sindak eh.
23:33.9
I know corporate works eh.
23:35.9
How did it affect your mental health?
23:37.9
Or did it affect your mental health?
23:39.9
How were you emotionally?
23:42.4
It did affect my mental health.
23:43.4
Grabe po yung ano,
23:45.4
yung ano niya sa mental health ko,
23:50.4
Kwento ko na lang po,
23:52.4
naririnig yung pag-ano ng...
23:57.4
At least cute yung mic.
23:59.4
Gusto ko ito pang ASMR.
24:06.9
noong nangyari yan,
24:08.4
nilalatagan ako eh.
24:09.4
Siyempre nilalatagan ako,
24:10.4
lalo na wala yung band.
24:12.4
It's not tempting actually.
24:14.4
It's disappointing.
24:15.4
Kasi ba't nila gagawin, diba?
24:17.4
It's disappointing kasi
24:18.4
why would you do that?
24:19.4
Bakit nyo akong ihiwalay?
24:21.4
Sa bandang binuo naming lahat.
24:23.4
And pinaghirapan namin na parang ini-each up pwede nyo sila.
24:27.4
And I even told you guys that they're my family.
24:30.4
Bakit mo ka sila kailangan ilayo?
24:32.4
Tapos meron pa kayong mga pabulong-bulong dyan sa side na
24:35.4
mas malaki kikitain mo.
24:40.4
Well, sometimes I care.
24:41.4
Lalo na pag malaki-malaki.
24:43.4
Because it's money.
24:44.4
We all need money, you know, to live.
24:46.4
And I have a mom na kailangan ko ipagamot.
24:49.4
siyempre may temptations.
24:51.4
Hindi ko may iwasang maisip yan na
24:53.4
oo nga nung mas malaki kikitain ko.
24:56.4
oo nga nandito hindi ako masaya.
24:59.4
Doon ako sa masaya ko hindi ako stress.
25:02.4
Hindi ako masyadong stress.
25:03.4
Hindi ako masyadong napipressure.
25:05.4
And alam nyo yun,
25:09.4
sobrang bagal ng pag-angat,
25:12.4
it's all worth it.
25:14.4
Because I have my family with me.
25:16.4
I have them to guide me.
25:19.4
And I have them to love me.
25:23.4
Yung totoo yung sasabihin nila sakin.
25:27.4
Puro sugar-coated na,
25:29.4
ito, magaling ka masyado.
25:30.4
Ang magaling, ang galing-galing mo.
25:32.4
E dito kasi manasabi nila lahat eh.
25:34.4
Hindi, baguhin mo to.
25:39.4
Hindi yung puro masaya na salita na bulaklak na,
25:44.4
Hindi sila yes men.
25:45.4
Yeah, hindi sila yes men.
25:47.4
They're bahala ka men.
25:56.4
para rin niyang si Lord.
25:58.4
You don't know kung saan kanya,
26:01.4
kung saan path kanya dadalhin.
26:04.4
You just have to trust the process.
26:06.4
You just have to do what you have to do.
26:07.4
You just have to put your goal.
26:12.4
Hindi ka dapat lalayo doon.
26:14.4
Pero kung lumayo ka man,
26:16.4
basta alam mo yung ginagawa mo.
26:20.4
Alam mo kung saan ka pupunta.
26:22.4
And yung mindset mo,
26:25.4
just trust the process.
26:28.4
Just trust the process.
26:30.4
Everything will follow.
26:35.4
very inspiring yung sinabi mo.
26:36.4
I really like it.
26:38.4
You are very admirable
26:40.4
dahil sa mga sinasabi mo.
26:41.4
And ako na ang grateful para sa inyong apat ha.
26:46.4
alam niyo ibig sabihin ng LSD?
26:49.4
Alam niyo ba ibig sabihin ng LSD?
26:53.4
Lead singer disease.
26:55.4
Diba? Yung tipong,
26:56.4
it's me and everybody.
26:57.4
Itong singer niyo,
26:59.4
ang iniisip niya is kayo.
27:01.4
And that's very fortunate for a band to have that.
27:06.4
So, ang sakin naman,
27:08.4
we, you, you now,
27:10.4
and all of you guys,
27:12.4
when you're on stage,
27:14.4
do you just put all the load on,
27:20.4
do you play guitars and connect with the audience?
27:22.4
Do you play bass, connect with the audience?
27:23.4
Keyboards and audience?
27:25.4
Drums and audience?
27:26.4
Or do you guys lock yourselves up in your own little world
27:30.4
and bahala si Gigi sa audience?
27:33.4
This is for all four of you.
27:35.4
So, kunyari, nung last show nung mga,
27:37.4
sinasabi, may director kasi kami si Direk Marvin.
27:39.4
Minsan, bawasan daw yung masyadong sa audience.
27:42.4
Kasi nagsimula kami ganun eh.
27:44.4
Makulit yung pakikipag-usap kila Gigi.
27:48.4
We always try to.
27:51.4
Minsan kasi, yung oras nung show.
27:55.4
Magbabayad pa eh.
27:56.4
Oo, mabayad yung mga producer.
27:58.4
So, cut lang ng hindi ganun kahaba lang.
28:01.4
Yung mga, may mga ano rin kami,
28:03.4
may mga spill din kami.
28:05.4
Ano pa rin naman yun.
28:06.4
Pero hindi lang, hindi lang sobrang.
28:07.4
But when you play, do you look at your instrument
28:09.4
or do you look at the audience?
28:11.4
Minsan, audience.
28:12.4
Minsan, yung pyesa.
28:13.4
Kasi minsan, yung parang biglaan na lang yung pyesa.
28:16.4
Katulad nung jamming natin nila, ano,
28:23.4
Kila ate Joe Awayan.
28:27.4
Because you're a guitar player.
28:29.4
So, may swag dapat eh.
28:32.4
Audience and, of course, my teammates.
28:35.4
Gano'n din yung sa crowd.
28:40.4
Tapos, loose lang.
28:41.4
Tapos, nakikita ko kasi.
28:42.4
O, go with the flow ka nga eh.
28:43.4
Lagi ka nakatungo.
28:44.4
Baka nga ba ito pag nagdadrums o hindi?
28:47.4
Basta nakikita ko sa kanya.
28:48.4
Pag tinitignan niya ako, mas umaano ako eh.
28:53.4
Pag niningitihan ko si Romeo.
28:54.4
Nakakaroon siya ng energy.
28:55.4
Tapos, bumibilis na yun.
28:59.4
Tapos, habang bumibilis din niya ako, tinitignan, nagka-guide na ako sa likod.
29:06.4
Tapos, habang bumibilis din niya ako, tinitignan, nagka-guide na ako sa likod.
29:12.4
Ang bilis mo na, Guy.
29:13.4
Sobrang lagi ng bara.
29:17.4
Natutulog po yan?
29:18.4
Just living pianos.
29:20.4
Iba yung feel eh.
29:24.4
Iba kasi yung feel eh.
29:28.4
Iba kasi yung feel sa studio with us.
29:29.4
Iba kasi yung feel sa studio with us.
29:31.4
Ito yung feel sa pagka ganitong live show.
29:32.4
Ito yung feel sa pagka ganitong live show.
29:34.4
May adrenaline na eh.
29:35.4
Malayo talaga eh.
29:37.4
So ako, sa sobrang dami kong iniisip, minsan nabablock ako eh na parang kailangan kong ano,
29:43.4
Pero ito yung maganda sa kanila na kahit live stream, ay live stream, kahit…
29:48.4
Alam ko kasi kung sino yung nagkakamali sa kanila.
29:50.4
Pero kasi kahit nagkakamali, dati kasi inis na inis talaga ako, tinatiger look ko talaga
29:52.4
Kasi nakikita ng lahat?
29:53.4
Nakikita ng lahat na nabubuisit ako sa stage.
29:54.4
Kasi sinabihan na rin nila ako na huwag gano'n kasi as their singer sa banda, mapapahiya
29:59.4
ko sila kasi pag gano'n.
30:01.4
Kasi sinabihan na rin nila ako na huwag gano'n kasi as their singer sa banda, mapapahiya
30:02.4
ko sila kasi pag gano'n.
30:03.4
Mayroon sila nila.
30:04.4
That one o'n ang isa ba?
30:08.1
Mayroon sila nila ako.
30:16.0
mapapahiya ko sila
30:24.3
yung pagtugtog nyo
30:26.4
kasi naman talaga sila
30:27.4
ayoko lang talaga
30:28.2
na may nagkakamali
30:29.8
pag may magkakamali
30:34.7
ako kasi yung front eh
30:37.4
meron talagang time
30:39.4
mukha talagang mali
30:42.9
pag ikaw ang nagkamali
30:44.7
nagkakamali din sila
30:48.3
madadali din sila
30:49.6
alam yung feeling
30:52.0
pag ako nagkamali
30:53.2
tinuturo ko yung bais
30:54.1
pero may mga moments din
30:58.3
na andami ko rin mali
30:60.0
hindi sila nagagalit
31:03.9
ayun ba pag front
31:05.8
pag siya nagkamali
31:07.1
wala kaming magawa
31:10.2
alam na nung audience eh
31:11.6
na ako yung may mali
31:25.1
actually para sa akin
31:27.8
kasi sa live show
31:29.4
hanggang ngayon ba
31:31.6
kasi sa live stream
31:32.3
hindi na po masyado
31:40.8
hindi ba naka copyright strike
31:42.1
yung mga kino cover nyo?
31:44.7
lalo yung Rihanna
31:52.0
ay di pala masyado
31:54.2
sino ba bang galing pa
31:57.4
napapanood nyo ba yung
32:01.4
hindi ba kinunorod ng YouTube?
32:05.8
yung mga lalaki na
32:08.8
oo naka shorts pa yung
32:12.5
magaling din sila
32:13.4
pero one time ko lang ata
32:14.5
kasi pinapanood ata sa akin
32:17.0
nako cover din sila
32:19.1
let's talk about that
32:20.4
because there are
32:23.0
who may not want to go
32:25.4
and may just want to do
32:27.1
and the stuff that you guys did
32:33.9
anong klaseng commitment
32:35.1
ang kailangan para gawin dun?
32:39.8
ninapitakin dalawa ni Erwin na
32:41.4
tara gawin natin to
32:43.2
anong pumasok sa isip
32:48.3
kasi kami hindi po
32:50.8
na mag live stream
32:51.8
totally yung parang ganyan
32:57.0
nag live stream tayo
32:59.6
fundraising for my mom
33:03.6
let's talk about your mom
33:08.4
kumalat na po kasi yung cancer
33:11.5
so, ano po siya ngayon
33:15.7
breast and bone cancer na po
33:17.7
kumalat na po kasi
33:19.1
yung recent ano po sa kanya was
33:21.8
ang dami na pong bukol sa likod
33:24.1
tapos po may bukol na rin siya here
33:26.4
tapos po nung pagkaalis namin
33:29.6
sinugod siya sa ER
33:31.1
kasi meron siyang pneumonia
33:36.1
magkakaroon ka ng pneumonia
33:40.5
three times a day na rin po siya
33:43.6
just to ease the pain, no?
33:44.8
just to ease the pain
33:45.9
how many siblings do you have?
34:00.7
actually I'm not that fine
34:06.3
pagkasama ko yung banda
34:08.1
pagkasama ko sila Erwin
34:10.1
actually pag maraming tao
34:12.7
may mga moments po
34:14.2
na kahit kasama ko sila
34:15.5
nagpapanik at takakaw
34:16.8
and I don't know why
34:20.0
ang dami rin nangyayari
34:23.0
ang dami ko iniisip
34:25.8
siguro po kailangan ko na magpa-check up
34:31.5
you know the reason why I ask is
34:33.7
because now it makes perfect sense
34:35.5
these guys are very important to you
34:41.0
in the personal eh
34:42.5
sila yung nagbabalance
34:44.5
they keep me sane
34:46.2
and then nakakatuwa no
34:47.9
i-shout out natin si John
34:52.1
yung pangungulit niya sa inyo ni Erwin
34:57.4
would be instrumental
35:00.5
the journey of your life
35:02.6
so what was that like
35:06.2
building a career
35:08.0
a youtube channel
35:10.3
like yung ginagawa natin ngayon
35:12.6
this is a commitment
35:13.4
people just shrug it off
35:15.6
but this is a commitment
35:16.5
whatever we're doing
35:17.7
but to those who want to do it
35:20.2
how did you guys start
35:22.1
sino ang makulit sa inyo
35:23.9
and why did you go with the flow
35:25.7
to borrow Romeo's
35:31.2
nag-start po kasi ako
35:33.8
nag-start po ako as
35:37.5
nag-cover po kami dun
35:38.0
sa youtube channel ko before
35:40.9
ano Gidget de Liana pa po
35:42.8
kasi tawag ng tanghalan po eh
35:45.9
kino-cover namin ni Erwin
35:50.7
parang once in a blue moon
35:53.8
nung gusto mag-livestream
35:56.6
yun po yung ano eh
35:59.7
so I really really
36:07.4
, doon po nag-start
36:08.4
ang suot ko pa po
36:09.4
nung parang stitch nun eh
36:11.0
yung naka-costume ako
36:16.4
yung nangyari nun
36:17.4
kasi pandemic nga
36:18.4
so parang isa-isa silang
36:21.4
isa-isa silang pumunta sa studio
36:22.4
kasi maliit lang po yung studio eh
36:23.4
mahirap po talaga
36:25.4
mahirap yung start kasi
36:28.4
yung pera na kailangan
36:30.4
yung pera na kailangan na
36:35.4
yung time po na yun
36:36.4
wala talaga kaming gamit
36:41.4
and yung pinaka nag-start po talaga nun
36:43.4
yung talagang nangulit po talaga
36:47.4
kasi parang yung time na yun
36:49.4
iba pa yung thinking ko
36:51.4
iba pa yung mindset ko nun
36:52.4
hindi ako nandon sa parang
36:55.4
ang iniisip ko po
36:58.4
anong sinasabihin ko
37:00.4
nag-overthink ako
37:01.4
anong kakantay namin
37:04.4
ang dami ang dami po talaga
37:05.4
ang nag-start talaga po
37:06.4
ang nag-start talaga nito lahat
37:08.4
yung talagang nag-push talaga sa aming lahat ah
37:13.4
ano siya sabi ni Erwin?
37:15.4
wala pinapagalitan niya kami
37:18.4
ang pinaka natatanda ko
37:19.4
pinapagalitan niya kami sa attitude sa work
37:24.4
attitude sa pakikisama sa kanila
37:27.4
alam mo yung attitude ng soloista
37:34.4
pero not too much diva na parang
37:37.4
ayun ako yung parang
37:40.4
diva na nakasanayan ko kasi
37:44.4
na ako lahat yung mag-ahandle
37:46.4
eto pakikisamahan mo
37:47.4
eto pakikisamahan ko sila
37:50.4
it's a lot to take in
37:51.4
lalo na nung nag-start kami
37:53.4
yung ano pa po namin
37:55.4
yung pinang-collecta natin
37:58.4
or sa parang sa ano
38:00.4
para lang magkaroon tayo ng internet
38:02.4
oh yung router nga
38:06.4
tama yung sinasabi ko?
38:09.4
nung pandemic po talaga
38:11.4
nagbenta ng gamit yung director namin
38:13.4
para magkaroon lang kami ng camera
38:19.4
siksikan nga kayo sa isang
38:20.4
siksikan kami sa isang studio
38:23.4
malaking tao pala si Romeo
38:25.4
tapos naalala ko pa
38:26.4
alam niyo yung Japan surplus
38:28.4
naghahanap pa po kami nun
38:30.4
ng parang maikakabit lang dun sa walls
38:37.4
so ang dami pong pinagdaanan
38:40.4
kung masasabi namin ngayon yung buong kwento
38:48.4
so anong nakita ni Erwin na hindi niyo nakitang lima?
38:52.4
Erwin anong nakita mo?
38:55.4
sayang yung talent
38:57.4
kasi maraming talent talaga dyan
38:58.4
hindi lang itong lima
39:00.4
maraming talent dyan sa buong Philippines na
39:03.4
minsan kulang ng determination
39:06.4
minsan kulang ng connection
39:08.4
or minsan kulang sa nagpo-persevere
39:11.4
it just so happens na
39:13.4
yung limang to kasama yung dati namin guitarist
39:18.4
yung limang to it just so happened na
39:20.4
magkakasama na kami before
39:22.4
and then nakita ko na
39:26.4
I mean pandemic hindi tayo makalabas
39:28.4
si John nakita ko na dahil ano siya frontliner siya
39:31.4
makakapunta siya sa studio
39:32.4
siya na nga ulit sa app
39:33.4
thank you for your service by the way
39:34.4
so because of that idea naisip namin na
39:38.4
Zach tuloy natin to
39:39.4
I mean what's 500 pesos per live stream nakitain natin
39:43.4
pwedeng ano na yun pang pagkain
39:45.4
hindi ba kayo nakulitan kay Erwin?
39:47.4
ako nakulitan ako
39:50.4
kasi siya laging kaaway namin eh
39:51.4
diba siya laging kaaway natin
39:53.4
kaaway namin dalawa ikaw
39:59.4
something is going on na
40:01.4
bago ako pumasok dyan may
40:03.4
ginagawa lang silang video youtube video
40:07.4
which is nakikita ko hindi kami naguusap
40:09.4
hindi kami naguusap
40:10.4
kamusta lang kami?
40:11.4
pag nagbanggaan lang uy musta?
40:15.4
hindi kami naguusap talaga during pandemic
40:17.4
nung nawalan kami ng gig
40:19.4
wala totally shut off
40:21.4
pag nag magkaibigan kami magkaibigan
40:23.4
pag nagbanggaan uy musta?
40:25.4
akala kasi namin 2 months lang yung
40:28.4
yung palaan taon?
40:31.4
ano ka 2 weeks na?
40:32.4
tapos ayun nakita ko lang
40:34.4
nakita ko lang yung mga upload upload sila
40:38.4
nagkano ko bin musta?
40:41.4
oh may project ako
40:42.4
punta kami ano may client ako na
40:48.4
eh paano pupunta dyan?
40:50.4
eh wala siyang pera nun eh
40:52.4
hindi tsaka ano pandemic mahigpit
40:54.4
sa kayo naka base?
40:55.4
daming mga ano no?
40:59.4
kaso Valenzuela ako
41:01.4
Manila Manila na pala
41:02.4
betra Manila na pala
41:03.4
yung mga tahanan mo yung checkpoint?
41:05.4
tapos mag i-check pa diba?
41:07.4
tapos kung paano?
41:08.4
so nung 3 kayo sino sumunod na dumating?
41:11.4
ikaw oyus ikaw jake ikaw
41:12.4
kwento mo kung paano siya dumating?
41:14.4
pa paano dumating si Romeo?
41:16.4
actually ako kwento kung paano siya dumating
41:17.4
kwento mo nangigigil ako
41:18.4
dahil sa sardinas
41:21.4
gusto ko magiging
41:22.4
actually nagtampuhan kami
41:25.4
sino kayo nagtampuhan?
41:27.4
tapos itong dalawa nagtampu sa akin
41:28.4
ako rin nagtatampu sa kanila kasi
41:29.4
nagla live stream sila
41:32.4
bago kasi manganak yung asawa ni John
41:34.4
nagla live stream na kami
41:35.4
long hair pa ako nun
41:36.4
wala pang hindi pa gg vibes yun
41:39.4
tapos naging dalawa
41:40.4
sabi ko bakit di nila ako sinasabi?
41:42.4
hindi nagla message
41:44.4
ah papa ano binilan ako ng ipad ng misis ko
41:47.4
sabi ko ah papalipat ko lahat ng pyesa dun sa ipad kong bago
41:50.4
so punta ko kayo na Erwin
41:52.4
pagpupunta ko kayo na Erwin
41:53.4
magla live stream sila
41:54.4
siguro mga 2 hours
41:55.4
magpunta mo kayo na Erwin
41:57.4
magla live stream sila
42:00.4
tapos sabi ni Erwin sa akin
42:03.4
nandyan yung bass
42:04.4
sabi ko butas butas sa damit ko
42:06.4
sabi ni Gigi sa akin
42:10.4
bigyan kita ng ano
42:14.4
sabi ko hindi hindi
42:15.4
eh nag message kami before nun
42:18.4
magkakilala kayo ni Romeo
42:20.4
ano kami wedding van before
42:21.4
sabi ni Romeo sa akin
42:25.4
sardinas na lang yung nakain ko
42:29.4
bago nung pumunta ako nun
42:31.4
so sabi ko kay Gigi
42:33.4
sabi ko si ano nalang si Romeo
42:34.4
unahin niya si Romeo
42:35.4
unahin mo muna si Romeo
42:36.4
kasi sardinas na lang kinakain niya
42:40.4
parang ano ganyan ganyan
42:42.4
nag usap na pala silang dalawa
42:44.4
bago ko kausapin na pumasok sa live stream
42:47.4
sabi na ayaw niya natatakot kasi
42:51.4
kasi wala siyang sasakyan
42:53.4
so sabi ni Gigi sa kanya
42:56.4
hindi kaya ikaw mag draft
42:57.4
so naiyaya na pala
42:59.4
nagtampo pala sila sa akin
43:04.4
pero inuuna ko to
43:06.4
tapos nung nag ano na
43:07.4
nung bumalik na nung wedding
43:11.4
ito na yung second wave
43:15.4
so may first gig sa ano
43:20.4
hindi ko nakakausap
43:21.4
hindi ko silang nakakausap
43:34.4
nag live kayo diba
43:37.4
sige lang okay lang
43:38.4
tapos sabi niya ano
43:40.4
may meeting mamaya
43:41.4
so doon kami nag usap usap
43:44.4
tapos punta kami doon
43:46.4
hanggang sa naging okay na
43:47.4
na pinaliwanag ko
43:48.4
dahil sa sardinas
43:50.4
tapos ako nagantay ako
43:54.4
napunta lang sa kanya
43:56.4
eh si Oius pa paano ka naman pumasok
43:59.4
gusto mo ako mag kwento
44:02.4
kasi po nung time na yan
44:07.4
thank you so much
44:08.4
ito po talaga yung nangyari
44:10.4
syempre as a band
44:11.4
may mga hindi talaga
44:12.4
pagkakaintindihan
44:14.4
we were trying to
44:15.4
get on a business
44:18.4
hindi naman lahat
44:21.4
kasi may kanya kanya kaming
44:23.4
may kanya kanya kaming
44:25.4
sa kung ano man yung mangyayari
44:27.4
yung business namin
44:37.4
hindi kasi sya agree dun sa papasukan naming business
44:38.4
anong business to
44:43.4
yung G Cosmetics namin ngayon
44:45.4
hindi sya nag a agree kasi
44:48.4
yung nababasa nya
44:50.4
basta may shady things
44:51.4
basta may shady things sya nakikita
44:56.4
i-push kasi syempre
44:57.4
we have to have a fall back
44:59.4
investments yan e
45:01.4
not all the time I can sing
45:03.4
forever nakakanta
45:08.4
nag-isip kami ng future
45:10.4
na mangyayari sa future
45:12.4
lahat din sila nag-agree sya lang
45:16.4
yung yung thing lang
45:19.4
akala mo kikwento
45:20.4
ba't nag long story short
45:21.4
kasi po baka marami masabi ako
45:22.4
hindi hindi hindi
45:26.4
we respected naman yung ano
45:33.4
I think vlinag niya to e
45:37.4
it was his decision
45:38.4
it turned out naman na
45:40.4
partially right yung
45:46.4
yung point lang nung time na yan
45:48.4
we should have stuck together as a band
45:50.4
no matter what decision
45:57.4
but reaps the benefits of
45:58.4
the people who entered
46:02.4
and he saw it unfair also
46:06.4
he made that decision
46:07.4
and sobrang ni-respect namin yun
46:13.4
because syempre principles niya yun
46:15.4
we can't we can't push
46:17.4
we can't push our principles
46:19.4
so hindi kayo nagsama oyus
46:20.4
kayo dalawa ni LA
46:22.4
ano na-replace ni
46:29.4
so kasama na hindi kasama
46:32.4
so finally nung napunta siya yung
46:35.4
nung inalok niyo kay oyus yung
46:38.4
ako nag-alok hindi sila
46:41.4
I had to make a decision na hindi sila involved
46:46.4
though nagalit sila sakin
46:48.4
but nagsorry naman ako sa kanila
46:50.4
because time was important and
46:53.4
hindi na nagkaroon ng time
46:57.4
we needed someone with that
47:05.4
may malaking consequence of it
47:06.4
if pag nag-mess up
47:08.4
so buti na lang kahit papano hindi nag-mess up
47:15.4
may asof kasi kami
47:20.4
tapos wala si LA na eh
47:22.4
so wala kami yung guitarista
47:23.4
tapos mag-iinsayo
47:25.4
dalabuntang studio
47:27.4
lupa mo na yung bonnet mo
47:28.4
nag-aaral siya ng gitara
47:31.4
parang saan sabi ko
47:35.4
ngayon mag-iingitara siya sa ASAP
47:37.4
sabi ko mahin ko ka tayo session
47:39.4
sinek ko na si Edil
47:40.4
sinek ko na si Edil
47:41.4
nakalimutan ko kayo
47:42.4
yung isang band na
47:43.4
wala pa naman si Ois nun
47:44.4
wala pa si Ois nun eh
47:45.4
wala pa si Ois nun
47:49.4
nagka-covid yung isa
47:50.4
naka-event yung isa
47:55.4
nag-ano ASAP kami
47:58.4
hinaan yung guitarista
48:00.4
sabi namin sa tech
48:03.4
siya yung nalitaw nalitaw
48:05.4
oh nalitaw nalitaw
48:06.4
actually alam naman niya nangangyari yun
48:12.4
yung gitara natin display lang ha
48:14.4
dalawa keyboard ko eh
48:15.4
so kaya mo i-cover si Erwin sana
48:18.4
plano na namin yung isang tunog gitara
48:19.4
yung isang tunog gitara
48:23.4
kasi pinaktis natin eh
48:24.4
kahit na hindi ka tumutunog
48:28.4
ginawa niya naman
48:30.4
nasa ibang threat
48:42.4
tumawag si LA after ng ASAP
48:50.4
sabi niya sa akin
48:51.4
napanood niya daw yung ASAP
48:54.4
parang sinabi sa akin
48:55.4
mas magaling pa daw ako doon sa gitarista
48:57.4
sabi niya sino ba yung gitarista niyo
49:00.4
sabi ni LA sa mama niya
49:03.4
sinabi ko yung kay mama
49:04.4
si Erwin yung nagigitara
49:05.4
pero hindi siya pinafocus
49:07.4
di ba nakatago lang
49:08.4
actually sinabi na namin yung production na
49:10.4
huwag niyong masyadong i-focus na may gitarista
49:19.4
sabi ko yung tunog sa TV
49:20.4
huwag niyong ilabas yung gitara
49:23.4
kasi ako nung bahala sa'yo yung gitara
49:24.4
nung bahala mag cover
49:25.4
yun yung usapan namin
49:27.4
pagkapanood namin nung replay
49:28.4
siya yung pinakamalakas
49:33.4
kahilera ko yung volume ng singer
49:35.4
hindi ko alam kung bakit
49:36.4
hindi ko alam kung sino nag-mix doon
49:39.4
maraming salamat dahil sa'yo may bago kaming gitarista
49:43.4
after doon sabi ko
49:46.4
huwag mong galit ah
49:47.4
what I say should
49:48.4
hindi may sinabi namin
49:50.4
huwag ka nang mag-gitara
49:51.4
sa backstage kami
49:52.4
huwag mo ulit yung sabi
49:53.4
huwag mo nang mag-gitara
49:56.4
alam mo masakit yun
49:58.4
huwag ka nang mag-gitara
49:59.4
huwag ka nang mag-gitara sabi niya
50:00.4
nag-effort siya eh
50:02.4
so harsh talaga kayo sa isa't-isaan
50:07.4
sabi ko kay Erwin
50:08.4
win may kilala ko
50:09.4
sabi ko si Oyus nga
50:10.4
so nirefer ko siya
50:15.4
first gig ni Oyus yung sa
50:16.4
lunch ng G Cosmetics
50:21.4
pero hindi ka pa inaya
50:22.4
hindi ka pa inaya
50:26.4
ako in-open ko to
50:28.4
walang sumeryoso sa'kin
50:29.4
actually si Erwin may isang bagay na instrument
50:30.4
na maayos niyang nagagawa
50:34.4
kaya ko na ma-cover yung mga tunog ng gitara
50:35.4
wala tayo kong mag-gitara
50:36.4
mag-sax ka na lang
50:41.4
kasi gusto niya talaga sa board
50:43.4
tsaka gusto ko na
50:44.4
sila yung na-system
50:47.4
I was gonna ask you
50:48.4
kasi kung nagka-carpenters kayo dati
50:49.4
kasi kung nagka-carpenters kayo dati
50:50.4
I was gonna ask you Erwin
50:51.4
alam mo yung feeling na
50:53.4
brinane child mo tong
50:55.4
brinane child mo tong
50:58.4
de la na yan gg vibes
50:59.4
gg de la na yan gg vibes
51:00.4
and then ikaw nasa likod
51:02.4
pinangarap mo ba sa harapan ng
51:03.4
pinangarap mo ba sa harapan ng
51:04.4
camera o sa likod ng camera
51:10.4
kasama ko sa group ni Ryan Kayabiab
51:11.4
kasama ko sa group ni Ryan Kayabiab
51:13.4
Ryan Kayabiab singers
51:14.4
so ever since bata ako
51:17.4
Or kasama ko yung group
51:18.3
or nasa choir, gano'n.
51:19.8
Tapos, eventually,
51:20.9
nung nakita ko na
51:21.8
first, someone has to step up.
51:25.1
Kasi loko-loko ako eh.
51:27.4
Tapos, loko-loko kasama ko.
51:28.4
Tapos, pupunta kami sa industrial,
51:29.9
loko-loko kami lahat.
51:31.0
So, someone has to step up.
51:32.7
Tapos, nakuha ko yung example
51:34.0
ng mga nagturo sa akin,
51:36.6
yung mga choir director ko,
51:40.8
So, yung mga discipline
51:42.5
na in-instill nila sa akin,
51:43.8
I think it's time na
51:44.6
ipasa din sa kanila.
51:45.7
Kahit loko-loko pa rin ako.
51:49.8
I can't play the sax
51:51.1
while leading the band
51:53.5
oh, sino si ganyan,
51:54.6
ano yung kailangan.
51:56.9
nage-enjoy ko yung music nila.
51:58.6
Yun, dun yung outlet ko,
52:00.8
And at the same time,
52:01.8
kahit sabihin natin,
52:02.6
brainchild ko to,
52:04.2
hindi ko makikita sarili ko
52:06.9
na makakabuo ko na ganito
52:08.2
because sila din nagbuon yan eh.
52:10.4
Sila yung nag-create.
52:13.2
inumpisahan mo lang eh, no?
52:15.8
kahit sabihin natin,
52:18.1
parang God placed everything there.
52:22.8
I just had to play my role
52:24.2
as the same time na sila din,
52:26.8
they had to play their role.
52:28.9
Parang blessing na,
52:30.3
oh, this is your,
52:33.5
kung gusto mong gawin o hindi.
52:35.9
remember a while ago you said,
52:37.9
itong 3.0 version mo is
52:42.6
narinig natin kay Erwin na
52:43.8
he started out in front,
52:45.8
like he can sing,
52:46.6
that's a God-given,
52:47.4
but at the same time,
52:49.2
he's using another God-given gift,
52:53.6
parang si Phil Jackson ang dating eh,
52:58.5
you guys work together
53:01.3
And then ang maganda naman sa story
53:05.0
knowing the right people
53:05.8
and being there at the right time eh.
53:09.0
this is an opportunity.
53:10.4
Kumbaga napainit na nila
53:11.4
yung upuan mo eh,
53:13.7
how does it feel?
53:16.0
a while ago you said,
53:18.0
inexpect mo it's not,
53:20.6
and you're being,
53:21.4
you're being a stoic
53:23.7
if it lasts long,
53:27.0
it was good while it lasted,
53:30.1
what's your contribution?
53:35.7
Ano yung contribution?
53:36.5
Ikaw, ikaw, ikaw.
53:37.7
Kasi ikaw ang bago eh.
53:40.6
Maraming naman ako
53:44.8
yung contribution niya,
53:46.1
hindi naman maramdaman,
53:47.4
ngayon ng ano eh.
53:48.0
Ayoko sa'kin manggaling
53:48.7
yung contribution niya.
53:50.3
Hindi masasabi ng,
53:52.0
kung contribution lang,
53:54.8
actually siya yung pinaka,
53:56.6
kung baga sa skills,
54:01.7
ay, di ba si Robby?
54:02.7
Planetang Mars to eh.
54:06.0
nawawalang planeta.
54:08.1
dun dumating yung ano eh,
54:11.7
kailangan ko umayos.
54:14.3
hindi ko iya kasi before,
54:16.3
full time akong session,
54:17.4
yung guitarist player.
54:18.7
Tumugtugo ko sa'yo.
54:21.4
Ako yung isang guitarist.
54:25.5
backup guitarist,
54:27.4
kagaya nung sinasabi mo.
54:28.2
Takasan mo nga po,
54:33.0
nung napunta ko sa kanila,
54:35.0
lagi sinasabi sa akin,
54:36.8
hindi ka pang backup guitarist.
54:42.2
may mga bagay na ayaw ko sa session,
54:44.9
kailangan magaling na magaling na.
54:47.8
parang soloista din, no?
54:52.4
lead backup ka na.
55:01.9
sino pinaka maangas sa kanilang apat?
55:12.2
akala ko ba si John yun?
55:16.3
what do you mean by angas?
55:17.4
like yung pinaka bravado.
55:19.6
Dahil alam natin,
55:24.5
Pero pag sa stage,
55:25.9
ano na nakikita kong maangas
55:31.3
Kasi naka wireless.
55:32.7
Sino sinisigawan ng mga babae?
55:35.8
Sino yung dalawa rin?
55:36.6
Sino yung dalawa rin?
55:38.8
Si Oius at si Jake din.
55:44.8
kasi ano yung mga papapil kayo.
55:47.6
to sinisigawan talaga siya.
55:53.7
Sinisigawan din ako,
55:55.4
Ako din sinisigawan eh.
55:57.1
medyo ganun kontra.
55:58.4
Hindi makita si Gigi.
56:04.5
were you part of it na?
56:06.1
let's talk about that.
56:07.2
When you found out
56:08.4
that you were having
56:11.4
two-folds tong kwentong to,
56:13.2
and I want people
56:14.1
to catch on to this
56:15.0
because this has everything
56:16.4
to do with your mindset.
56:19.2
that you guys are finally
56:20.4
going to the States.
56:21.5
Siya mo kay Romeo,
56:22.3
Sardinas lang yan.
56:26.6
Sardisney ka lang.
56:29.8
let's start with you.
56:31.2
When it was presented
56:32.3
that you guys are finally
56:33.7
going to the States,
56:35.1
how did you feel?
56:37.2
And this was the 2022 edition,
56:44.5
kung ano yung mangyayari
56:47.1
lilipad na tayo agad
56:49.9
parang kakagaring lang
56:52.3
Ang dami kong worry
56:54.5
mangyayari sa amin.
56:56.7
Lalo na hindi ko rin
56:58.4
pupuntahan namin,
57:00.2
kung mapupuno ba namin.
57:03.0
ko niisip nun eh.
57:06.1
nung time na yon.
57:07.3
nung time na yon.
57:11.3
that was the time
57:11.9
that I cut my hair eh.
57:13.2
O nawawala na yung
57:13.8
facade nung time na yon?
57:15.0
facade nung time na yon.
57:24.9
ayoko talaga nun.
57:26.6
the crowd enjoyed it
57:28.0
and I was happy about it.
57:30.8
to the way I performed
57:37.4
doon na yung time
57:38.1
na nag-open up ako.
57:39.5
I cut my hair short
57:41.0
because of my mom
57:41.9
to support her sa cancer.
57:45.3
yun na yung time na
57:49.3
kung paano ako mag-perform
57:50.5
is yun na yung time
57:51.8
nag-rock na rin ako.
57:53.3
Nag-headbang ako.
57:56.4
parang yung mga tao,
57:57.7
why is she like that?
57:58.8
Ah, ganyan pala siya
58:01.7
Nagwawala pala siya.
58:03.1
she's like bamboo.
58:04.5
Parang gumaganon sila.
58:08.2
Yun, ibalik yung Gigi.
58:11.0
I was shocked na,
58:18.4
and na shocked ako
58:19.8
ng ibang mga fans ko.
58:27.6
because I have a tattoo.
58:30.1
Nagpa-cut ako ng hair
58:31.8
nagre-rebelde ako.
58:34.1
Why would they say
58:39.0
who's blossoming?
58:41.7
Na nakikita naman nila
58:43.2
na I was improving
58:46.7
I was trying new things.
58:48.9
parang gusto ko ito.
58:51.0
this was the people pleaser
58:52.1
in you na nagtatalo.
58:54.5
And I want to ask them,
58:56.9
why would you say
59:00.6
Aren't you allowed to grow?
59:03.8
Gusto kong tanungin
59:04.7
sa mga tao ngayon eh.
59:07.2
do you want to stay?
59:11.0
Or you want to grow?
59:12.4
Or do you want to be mature?
59:14.2
Do you want to learn things more?
59:16.4
Do you want to search
59:17.4
outside of the box
59:18.5
na ano pwede ko pang magawa?
59:26.1
let's be mindful ano.
59:28.4
Parang when we bash kasi,
59:30.4
I understand them eh.
59:33.2
I think meron silang
59:34.5
gusto rin ilabas.
59:37.1
Parang alam mo yun na parang
59:38.4
and that's why I'm here.
59:38.7
And that's why I'm here.
59:38.8
And that's why I'm here.
59:38.8
Ang dami nilang problema
59:39.9
sa'yo nila ibabato.
59:43.8
pero sana wag masyadong harsh.
59:48.6
nakikita namin eh,
59:50.3
we read the comments.
59:53.3
And sometimes when I read
59:54.6
the harsh comments,
59:57.2
nabibreak down ako.
60:00.1
Kahit pasabihin nyo sa akin
60:02.5
mag mo silang pakailaman.
60:04.2
Just do what you have to do.
60:06.2
the best that I could.
60:09.2
na I wanted to do.
60:11.9
invalidate my feelings
60:21.3
Because I'm human.
60:26.0
Or I'm not like you.
60:29.7
But I'm not like you.
60:32.5
what I'm feeling.
60:38.6
you can talk to me after
60:40.6
I feel that pain.
60:43.0
Hayaan mo akong ma-feel yun.
60:44.8
And then you talk to me.
60:46.5
Sino ba nagsasabi sa'yo
60:52.3
Wala naman niyang ano yun.
60:53.2
Uy, kinuturuan ko yung tamagal.
60:55.5
Pero you know what to be.
60:57.4
Hindi ko kinakampihan
60:58.3
si Gigi dito sa part na to.
61:03.4
minsan kami dalawa ni Michael,
61:04.7
mababasa ko yung mga comments
61:06.0
then sa Paco's Place
61:08.6
pag nag-guest ako,
61:15.1
nag-guest ako sa ASAP.
61:17.5
Yung buho ko parang
61:19.6
tapos may konting bigote ako
61:22.1
So ang ganda ng mga comments.
61:24.7
kamukha ni Piolo,
61:26.4
Tuntuwa ako, di ba?
61:27.3
Piolo, Piolo, Piolo.
61:28.7
May punyetang humirit.
61:29.8
Ah, si Empoy, oh.
61:34.3
Alam mo yung parang
61:35.0
hindi mo alam kung
61:36.2
ano marahamdaman mo.
61:37.6
Punyetang nga, punyetang.
61:41.1
Kanya-kanya talaga.
61:49.0
she's going through.
61:50.1
Because the comments
61:51.4
directed toward her
61:53.3
includes all of you also eh.
61:56.8
dapat nga bago niya
61:57.6
maramdaman yung sakit,
61:59.1
di ko kayo sinasermonan ah,
62:01.1
maramdaman yung sakit,
62:03.1
dapat nakikita niya
62:13.6
yung comment sa kanya,
62:14.4
pasigaw ko ng sigaw,
62:16.4
alam mo naman natin
62:18.2
Dahil yung pagsigaw niya
62:31.8
You feel what I feel.
62:34.3
sometimes I need someone
62:37.6
to empathize with me.
62:42.0
I want to feel you too.
62:47.1
ang dami na nagkasabi sa akin
62:52.4
hindi ako dapat magstay dun
62:53.9
sa nararamdaman ko.
62:55.8
I know the things
62:58.5
I know what I should be grateful for.
63:06.0
if you feel niya lang
63:06.9
kung ano yung nararamdaman ko,
63:12.1
ang hirap pag mag-isa ka.
63:14.2
Ang hirap maging singer, ha?
63:16.7
sa atin mga musicians,
63:19.1
we can hide behind
63:20.1
the front person, eh.
63:22.1
Pero pag may nag-boo
63:26.7
mambato ng something,
63:28.0
ang unang mapupukulis
63:33.0
Nasa likod tayo, eh.
63:34.7
Like si Jonathan Buencamino,
63:36.6
pag may bumabati ko
63:38.9
oh, masyadong tuwangi
63:40.8
ganyan, ganyan, ganyan.
63:42.0
Nakikita ko yung,
63:43.5
yung sakit na sasabihin niya,
63:45.2
hindi, okay lang,
63:47.0
Hindi, okay yun, eh.
63:49.2
singer mo yun, eh.
63:51.6
for the four of you.
63:55.6
try to be in her place.
63:56.7
I'm not saying na,
63:57.9
na you're super special
64:00.0
try being in their place also,
64:04.7
and this is the nice thing
64:07.3
masaya ako personally
64:09.2
akala ko dalawang entity, eh.
64:11.5
it was Gigi Delana,
64:13.2
tapos may Gigi vibes ito, eh.
64:15.0
Looking at all of you guys,
64:17.4
behind the scene and all,
64:19.1
talagang isang unit kayo.
64:21.4
Protect that talaga.
64:23.4
a lot of people should see that.
64:25.1
Bago natin i-end, ah.
64:26.2
Tatanin ko muna kayo.
64:29.0
So, sabi ko sa inyo,
64:29.9
two-fold yung Amerika, diba?
64:31.3
So, alam na natin
64:32.0
yung nararamdaman ni,
64:35.5
like ikaw, Romeo,
64:37.5
going to the States
64:40.1
What was different?
64:44.7
Nakasa mo boses mo.
64:48.4
Na-amaze din ako eh.
64:51.9
na makakarating ako
64:55.3
para mag-perform.
64:58.3
yung second time,
65:02.1
nalabas ko na lahat
65:03.8
gusto kong gawin.
65:05.9
Pati yung composition namin,
65:13.8
first time and second time, ha?
65:21.0
yung unang alis namin,
65:22.1
medyo hindi kami, ano,
65:23.9
ano lang, parang,
65:25.1
oh, masaya experience.
65:26.0
Parang pinch me ba to?
65:26.8
Parang totoo ba to?
65:29.6
Hindi, okay lang,
65:30.1
experience na lang.
65:32.0
Honestly, yung una namin.
65:38.6
na hindi kami masaya eh,
65:39.7
about yung unang alis namin eh.
65:42.3
Ang dami ko narinig ah.
65:43.8
ibigay na lang natin sa fans
65:48.3
Para kayong preso
65:49.0
nung unang ano eh,
65:51.3
ibigay na lang natin to.
65:53.7
ibigay na lang natin tong una,
65:56.9
tapusin na lang natin
66:00.1
Tapos yung pangalawa,
66:06.6
sobrang thankful,
66:08.5
na kasama ko sila dito,
66:11.6
yung music natin,
66:13.7
Wait, wait, wait,
66:14.9
The first tour ba,
66:17.4
yung pinag-uusapan natin
66:19.4
sa choices of songs?
66:20.8
Yeah, also lahat.
66:29.9
Ito yung talagang
66:30.6
labas namin ng masaya na
66:40.4
Ako nung first time talaga,
66:42.0
Anong base sa mini nila?
66:43.5
Nasa CR ako noon.
66:47.1
nung first time talaga,
66:47.9
umiyak talaga ako,
66:48.6
nagpasalamat ako kay Lord
66:51.0
pangarap ko lang talaga,
66:52.8
makarating sa US.
66:55.9
na makarating ng US
66:57.4
kasi, alam mo yun,
66:58.6
di ko na-expect talaga na
67:00.1
dahil sa pagbe-base ko,
67:01.7
makakarating ako dito.
67:04.3
parang thankful talaga ako palagi,
67:06.6
lagi ko sinasabi,
67:08.3
pasalamat, pasalamat.
67:09.8
Dahil sa kanya kasi yun eh.
67:12.0
Kung bakit nandito kami,
67:14.1
magkakatagpo tayo ngayon.
67:17.1
kahit na may hindi
67:19.0
pagkakaunawaan about
67:22.1
ang dami naming rants,
67:24.3
blessing pa rin eh.
67:26.3
makarating ka dun sa,
67:33.6
kaano nung time na yun.
67:36.6
thank you pa rin ako
67:37.5
kasi dream ko to.
67:39.2
tapos yung mga classmate ko
67:40.5
sa that time na nandito,
67:43.9
na hindi na-expect
67:44.6
na makarating ako,
67:45.4
nagme-message sa akin na,
67:46.6
parang dati pinipipray ko lang to
67:51.0
yun yung feeling ko
67:53.4
hindi pa rin nagbabago.
67:54.3
Papasalamat pa rin ako kay Lord,
67:55.8
andito pa rin ako.
68:01.8
sobrang thankful talaga ako na,
68:07.5
hindi kasi ako ano eh,
68:08.8
hindi ako madrama.
68:10.4
Gusto ko lang masaya,
68:12.2
katulad yung sinabi ni John kanina na,
68:17.9
gusto ko lang magpasalamat din
68:19.5
sa dalawa sa kanila
68:20.2
na iniintindi kami palagi,
68:22.7
tapos sa mga producers
68:27.3
Tsaka kinabahan yung mga ano,
68:32.2
kinurut yung pisngi ko eh.
68:48.5
nung first namin,
68:50.4
parang second ko na yun.
68:52.4
yung first time kasi,
68:55.4
second time na nandito kami,
68:56.5
syempre excited ako.
69:00.1
so medyo nakakulong.
69:01.2
Pero excited ako kasi nga,
69:02.6
Pero ngayon yung,
69:03.9
ito talaga yung second time.
69:06.5
thank you silang producers.
69:08.1
sa lahat ng producers namin.
69:11.8
Thank you so much,
69:16.0
Thank you so much.
69:22.0
Sina Derek Marvin.
69:27.5
i-wrap up natin itong saya
69:28.7
because I don't want it to end.
69:30.4
maraming pa kayong gagawin.
69:32.3
What's your advice
69:33.4
to young girls starting?
69:36.8
And what's your advice
69:38.6
who are frustrated
69:42.5
Matatapusin ko kay Gigi guys,
69:44.3
so anong advice mo
69:46.0
sa mga audience natin
69:51.4
sa mga gusto mag-start,
69:58.0
huwag kayong makinig
70:00.6
sa sinasabi ng iba
70:03.9
or sa mga negative
70:06.1
lalo na sa mga future singers
70:08.9
na gusto talagang mag-start
70:12.3
You just have to do it
70:16.1
huwag kang titigil
70:17.1
hanggat ma-reach mo
70:18.7
Alam kong mahirap.
70:20.5
May hirapan ka talaga
70:25.6
kailangan mo lang
70:26.9
daanan yung hirap
70:27.9
kasi doon ka matututo
70:29.4
and surround yourself
70:31.0
with good people.
70:33.5
Surround yourself
70:34.2
doon sa mga matututo
70:36.6
If you can't find
70:40.1
mag-search ka sa YouTube.
70:41.2
Ang daming mentors
70:41.9
na magagaling dyan.
70:52.6
nanggaling ako dyan.
70:58.0
you write your songs
71:00.7
doon ka rin matututo.
71:02.9
You will know yourself more
71:04.1
when you write the song.
71:06.8
you just have to trust the process.
71:10.3
Trust everything to Him.
71:14.3
hindi lang puro pray.
71:17.3
yung mga dapat mong gawin.
71:20.0
huwag mong iasa sa ibang tao
71:21.9
yung dapat mong gawin.
71:23.5
Iasa mo yun sa sarili mo.
71:27.9
Kahit anumang pagsubok yung daanan mo,
71:36.4
Ladies and gentlemen,
71:37.5
Gigi Delana and Gigi Vibes.
71:43.7
Thank you kay Angel,
71:47.8
sa lahat ng bubuo
71:50.9
Thank you very much.
