00:34.7
meron tayong kanya-kanyang kinakatakutan
00:37.3
sa buhay at natural sa mga tao ang
00:40.6
magkaroon ng takot at mawalan ng kontrol
00:45.9
sitwasyon ngunit sadyang may mga bagay
00:49.0
pangyayari at tao sa mundo na darating
00:51.3
sa hindi naasahang panahon at
00:57.1
papot maraming hw kwento tayong
01:01.0
naririnig o nababasa hindi man yon
01:04.1
kapanipaniwala ay tunay namang
01:06.1
nangyayari ito at kasama na doon ang
01:08.9
kwentong ibabahagi ko sa inyo ngayong
01:11.8
gabi Just call me
01:14.3
Addie and every time they hear my name
01:18.2
sa eskwelahan malamang ay pumapasok ito
01:24.1
mayaman maganda matalino at leader ng
01:31.5
pero yun lang ang akala nila kasi behind
01:34.0
this perfection there is a stain that no
01:38.0
one knows that is hidden behind nung
01:42.0
bata pa ako I always see white images
01:46.1
floating around me Akala ko noon ay
01:49.2
normal lamang ion hanggang sa
01:53.2
ako do ko nalaman na hindi pala y normal
02:01.2
my mother told me It was a gift dahil
02:04.1
hindi lahat ng tao ay nagkakaroon ng
02:06.4
ganitong kakayahan only few people and
02:09.6
i'm lucky enough to be one of
02:12.8
them but everything change ng magh
02:16.3
school ako and I can still see those
02:19.0
Souls everywhere at normal na iyon para
02:23.8
papadudut I grew up seeing them and
02:28.4
harmless but when I turned the 13
02:31.8
everything became different dahil aside
02:34.2
from the Souls that I always see I also
02:38.5
started to see man wearing a black Pero
02:41.8
hindi ko makita mukha niya at tanging
02:44.9
mga mata niya lamang they are red and
02:48.2
they started to scare me from the first
02:51.1
time I saw them it was my birthday party
02:56.8
friends they are all wearing pink and
02:59.4
black dahil yon ang napagdesisyonan nila
03:01.8
mommy na theme ng
03:03.6
party everyone greeted me with a smile
03:07.9
faces may mga malalaki pa silang regalo
03:11.2
na dala at sobrang nag-e-enjoy talaga
03:14.2
ako nung una Sabi ko pa nga yun na yata
03:17.4
ang pinakamasayang birthday ko But there
03:20.3
was something na napansin ko no it was
03:24.6
someone who catched my attention and it
03:26.6
was the man wearing a black Cape
03:28.5
standing beside my friend Alex parang
03:31.5
hindi siya nakikita ni Alex O
03:33.1
nararamdaman man lang parang walang
03:35.8
ibang nakakakita sa kanya His Eyes
03:38.9
darted on mine at mukhang alam niya na
03:42.0
yata na nakikita ko siya I was shocked
03:45.2
When I saw his red eyes at para akong
03:48.3
malulunod sa kanyang mga matang
03:51.6
nagbabaga I didn't tell anyone about it
03:54.8
at naisip ko na baka parte Lamang yun
03:56.8
ang ilusyon ko baka pagod lamang ako
04:00.0
kaya kung ano-ano ang nakikita ko after
04:02.8
the party everyone went home and I tried
04:05.2
to find the man again pero hindi ko na
04:08.0
siya makita pa I even searched the whole
04:11.0
house pero wala talaga kaya naisip ko na
04:13.4
Maybe it was really just an illusion yun
04:17.6
na lang ang nasabi ko sa sarili ko
04:19.6
Before I Let myself to sleep nagising
04:23.6
ako dahil sa ingay sa baba papadudut mom
04:26.8
and dad are talking to a police officer
04:29.0
and I know there was something going on
04:31.9
so I ask yasen niya nakatayo lang siya
04:35.5
noon sa may likuran ng malaking cabinet
04:37.8
namin at pasimpleng nakikiusyoso sa
04:40.7
nangyayari sa sala Yaya What's happening
04:44.7
nung una ay hindi pa niya ako nakita but
04:47.9
I think she didn't hear me so it's my
04:50.6
cue to say it again this time a medyo
04:53.3
malakas na nagulat si yaya ng nakita
04:57.0
niya ako she never expected me to be a
05:01.5
papot kaagad niya akong nilapitan pero
05:04.3
hindi maipinta ang mukha niya hindi ko
05:07.0
mabasa kung masyado ba siyang gulat o
05:10.2
nag-aalala kaya hindi niya ako kaagad
05:13.4
nasagot ad andyan ka pala iha baling
05:17.2
niya sa akin Yaya Bakit may mga pulis I
05:21.5
asked her because I was really curious
05:24.4
Natahimik si yaya it was like ayaw niya
05:27.2
pang sabihin saakin pero n na ako talaga
05:31.3
may pagalin langan sa mukha niya na
05:34.0
sinabi niya sa akin ang nangyari Mahina
05:37.0
ang boses niya na parang Ayaw iparinig
05:38.9
sa iba ang nais niyang sabihin sa akin
05:41.7
at nagulat na lamang ako sa mga narinig
05:46.3
kanya Alex family got into an accident
05:50.0
at Nabangga daw sila ng isang 10 wheeler
05:53.0
truck her Mom dad and sister were all
05:56.9
stable but Alex is in critical daw
06:00.2
two days had pass and Alex body had
06:03.5
already given up the fight everyone
06:06.4
including me was sad She had been a good
06:09.0
friend to me at pakiramdam ko i didn't
06:11.8
just lose a friend but also a sister
06:15.3
natapos ang burol pero hindi pa rin maal
06:17.9
sa isipan ko yung lalaking nakita ko I
06:21.6
always think that he is responsible for
06:24.7
Alex death pwedeng it was just an
06:28.6
illusion dahil hindi pwedeng siya ang
06:31.5
may kasalanan na nangyari sa kaibigan ko
06:34.2
I know it was an accident So no one
06:36.5
should be blame about it years past nasa
06:39.8
college na ako noon and i'm taking up
06:42.7
business administration yun kasi ang
06:45.6
gusto ni Daddy para ako na raw ang
06:47.8
mag-handle ng business namin
06:50.1
papadudut I can still see the man with a
06:53.0
Black Cape after Alex death and I saw
06:55.8
him again several times so I got curious
06:58.8
and it's already creeping me out So I
07:00.9
decided na sabihin ito kina Mommy when
07:03.8
Dad heard about it He sent me to
07:06.4
Tagaytay for vacation dahil Andon si
07:08.6
lola na namamalagi sa bahay namin He
07:12.2
told me that it's better to ask lola
07:14.3
about sa mga nakikita ko So yun ang
07:17.0
unang bagay na sinabi ko kay lola at
07:20.2
first ay mukhang sobrang nagulat si lola
07:22.6
sa mga sinabi ko she even took medicine
07:26.0
for hypertension dahil sa gulat niya kin
07:29.8
pa ako kasi akala ko ay may masamang
07:32.4
mangyayari sa kanya when lola Get Better
07:36.3
she told me everything about it at kung
07:38.8
bakit ganon ang reakson niya it was her
07:41.9
family's gift daw talaga It Started With
07:44.3
our great great grandfather and after
07:47.4
niya ay halos napasa na ito sa lahat ng
07:50.8
henerasyon ng aming pamilya ang the last
07:54.5
person who had disability is my lola's
07:59.6
Akala niya his dad was the last one who
08:02.5
will have the gift kasi sa lahat ng anak
08:05.1
niya ay walang nakakuha ng gift na yon
08:08.3
pero nagkamali daw pala siya Hindi niya
08:11.3
inakala na may magmamana pala ng gift na
08:14.0
yon at sa apo pa talaga sa panganay na
08:16.6
anak niya sinabi niya na hindi naman daw
08:19.2
ako sasaktan ng mga nakikita ko pero
08:22.1
kailangan ko pa ring mag-ingat lalo na
08:24.4
sa mga nakakausap ko dahil meron daw
08:27.2
ilan sa kanila na patay at kalulua pero
08:29.8
hindi nila alam na patay na sila
08:32.2
binilinan niya rin ako na palaging
08:34.2
magsimba para hindi ako lapitan masyado
08:37.8
elemento papadudut hindi nagtagal ay
08:40.6
namatay din si lola pero bago siya
08:42.8
namayapa ay nakita ko ulit ang lalaking
08:45.7
may itim na kapa sa likuran niya sa
08:48.5
kabila ng takot na nararamdaman ko Hindi
08:51.6
ako umalis noon sa tabi ni lola at
08:54.0
Magkatabi pa nga kaming natulog hanggang
08:56.5
sa umabot ng umaga pero hindi na siya
08:59.0
nag gising pa ang sabi ng doktor Ay
09:02.2
inatake daw sa puso habang natutulog si
09:04.8
lola sa buong Linggo ng burol ni lola ay
09:08.3
wala kong ibang ginawa kung hindi ang
09:11.1
papadudut si Lola lang kasi ang isang
09:13.6
tao na lagi kong nasasandalan at siya
09:16.7
lang din yung taong nakakaintindi sa
09:19.1
akin sobrang mahal ko siya at alam ko na
09:23.1
alam niya yon at kung nasaan man siya
09:25.8
ngayon I know that she is happy right
09:30.0
Kasi kasama na niya si God Alam ko na
09:33.2
mas malulungkot siya kapag nakita niya
09:35.4
akong nalulungkot Sa pagkawala niya kaya
09:38.3
Kinailangan ko na magpakatatag kaya
09:42.0
Nagsimula na lang akong magfocus sa
09:44.0
pag-aaral ko boring ang college life ko
09:47.7
I Never Had too many friends it's not
09:50.5
that because they hated me Ako lang
09:53.1
talaga yung umiiwas kasi I was afraid na
09:56.2
baka maulit yung nangyari kay lola I
09:58.9
don't to lose another special person sa
10:01.2
buhay ko I know it's irrational at alam
10:04.2
ko na I'm not responsible for their
10:06.4
deaths I can just see it coming but I
10:10.0
know I Can't Stop it Cuz that's What's
10:12.4
lola told me i can't stop natural things
10:15.8
from occurring it will happen because
10:18.5
it's God's will and not Because someone
10:22.2
wanted it to happen pero I can't help to
10:25.3
blame myself Every time I see their
10:28.1
deaths Approaching
10:30.0
pakiramdam ko I'm useless talaga I have
10:32.8
disability but I can't even warn them
10:35.8
kasi alam ko na kapag nangyari ion they
10:38.4
will all think I'm insane at kapag
10:41.2
Nagkataon they will surely blame me and
10:44.0
they will hate me I don't want that
10:46.6
thing to happen so I chose this decision
10:49.4
to Keep Myself being attached With
10:51.1
Anyone ang akala ko ay magiging madali
10:54.0
ang lahat ng ion sa three years of my
10:55.9
college life I can easily ignore
10:58.5
everyone I think they are all used to it
11:01.5
sa mga pag-iwas ko sa kanila Alam nila
11:04.2
na ayaw ko ng kaibigan I even heard
11:07.6
different comments from different people
11:09.8
na maarte daw ako at matapobre ako kaya
11:13.1
ayokong makipagkaibigan sa kanila I
11:16.0
don't mind it dahil alam ko naman na
11:18.9
people are all judgmental I can't stop
11:22.7
them from thinking badly About Me Or
11:25.9
from speaking Against Me If only the
11:29.4
knew my reason pero I Won't Tell It To
11:34.0
course until my last year in high school
11:36.6
came at akala ko it will go easily like
11:39.2
other years that passed but I was wrong
11:43.2
That was When I met my best friend Sam
11:46.2
she is the type of person na what some
11:49.4
wants some gets She's totally a spoiled
11:53.0
brat siya yung tipo ng tao na kukulitin
11:56.8
ka hangga't hindi niya nakukuha yung
11:59.6
gusto niya at that time she really
12:02.6
wanted to be friends with me but I
12:05.5
refuse of course pero sadya talaga
12:08.8
siyang makulit and she Followed me
12:11.2
everywhere I went into the library the
12:14.7
cafeteria and even the restroom the
12:17.2
nerve of this girl I Don't Know Why she
12:20.0
was so determined to be friends with me
12:22.6
Alam kong napapakinggan niya lahat ng
12:24.6
usapan sa school tungkol sa akin na
12:26.3
mostly ay negative kaya hindi ko
12:28.6
maintindi kung bakit gusto pa rin niya
12:30.7
akong maging kaibigan at the end ay
12:33.3
sumuko na rin ako I Finally agreed to
12:36.3
her na maging kaibigan inisip ko na
12:40.0
magsasawa din siya sa akin at siya na
12:42.0
mismo ang lalayo but I was wrong She had
12:45.8
never been bad to me kahit na lagi ko
12:49.2
siyang tinatarayan she always stayed
12:51.7
cheerful and hyper around me Hindi ko
12:54.9
alam kung paano niya nagagawa yon kasi
13:00.1
If I Were her hindi ko ipipilit yung
13:02.8
sarili ko sa taong ayaw naman sa
13:06.6
akin it was her birthday when I told her
13:09.6
My Secret at halos isang taon na rin
13:12.0
kaming magkaibigan ang akala ko she
13:14.8
would be distant with me but I was wrong
13:17.4
imbes na matakot siya sa akin ay tinawag
13:19.7
pa niya kong cool na sana meron din daw
13:22.2
siyang ability na kagaya ko this girl
13:25.2
was crazy but I'm thankful for it kasi
13:28.0
kung iba yon for sure they will stay
13:30.3
away from me because they'll think that
13:32.6
I'm a freak after I told her My Secret
13:35.7
ay mas lalo pa kaming naging close aside
13:38.5
kay lola noon ay siya lang din ang
13:40.3
napagsasabihan ko ng lahat I'm so
13:43.1
thankful na kahit nawala na si lola ay
13:46.2
nagkaroon naman ako ng best friend na si
13:48.6
Sam we decided to shift ng tourism
13:51.7
course may first year in tourism went
13:54.5
smoothly At nandiyan pa rin si Sam sa
13:56.7
tabi ko nadagdagan pa ng kaibigan sina
14:00.3
Shina at jnski na parehas din namin ng
14:04.2
kurso naging close din ako sa kanila
14:07.4
pero hindi kagaya ng closeness namin ni
14:09.5
Sam at hindi rin nila alam ang sikreto
14:12.3
ko i don't want to tell them yet maybe
14:15.8
when the time comes but not for now when
14:19.3
we turned second year in College
14:21.0
everything became complicated some got a
14:23.6
boyfriend named James Who is also a
14:25.8
second year college student like us but
14:28.2
this study engineering I wanted to be
14:31.3
upset with Sam because she seemed to
14:34.2
have less time for us but i wouldn't
14:36.3
stop her Alam ko na masaya siya kay
14:39.0
James and I don't want to be the reason
14:42.0
kung bakit mawawala ang happiness ng
14:44.8
best friend ko ayoko maging selfish I
14:48.8
love her because she's not just my best
14:51.3
friend but also my sister for me Sabi
14:54.6
nga ni lola if you love someone you will
14:58.0
support them with things that makes them
15:00.3
happy and yun ang ginagawa ko noon I'm
15:04.1
supporting her kasi mahalaga siya sa
15:06.1
akin the usual things that I did became
15:09.2
different since Sam and her boyfriend
15:11.0
always went out together papadudut we
15:13.9
only managed to spend time together
15:15.7
During lunch at first it was hard for me
15:19.2
I often ended up going to the library
15:21.6
alone whereas Before I always went there
15:25.0
with her the first few months were fine
15:28.0
though They were lonely as well Until
15:32.0
aon He was a varsity player at our
15:35.0
school popular not only for being the
15:37.6
team captain of the basketball team but
15:40.2
also for his good looks nasa library ako
15:43.6
noon and I was writing a reaction paper
15:45.9
para sa isa kong subject when he sat
15:48.4
beside me and started talking to me
15:50.8
Akala ko i trip niya lamang iyon at
15:52.6
sadyang weird lamang siya weeks pass at
15:55.9
Gan pa rin ang setup namin nion
15:59.0
he sat beside me on the library tuwing
16:01.7
Gumagawa ako ng schoolworks ko at first
16:05.1
I was really annoyed with him because he
16:08.0
kept following me everywhere just to get
16:11.2
my full name and number after two days
16:15.0
of being frustrated I Finally gave in
16:18.5
and gave him What He wanted for that day
16:22.2
on he Began texting me Almost everyday
16:25.8
at sa tuwing hindi ako nagre-reply sa
16:28.2
kanya ay pinapaulanan niya ako ng mga
16:31.1
miss calls at flood text it's actually
16:35.0
like the boy version of p sa pagiging
16:37.7
makulit when i first introduce him to
16:40.6
Sam nagkasundo agad ang dalawa
16:43.5
papot koin nak teammate niya pala si
16:46.7
James na boyfriend ni Sam month pass at
16:50.6
alam kong lumalim ang friendship namin
16:53.2
Eon I don't know I still can't say that
16:57.4
we're just friends kasi alam ko na more
17:00.5
than pa doon ang relationship namin
17:03.1
Until the day come that he asked to CT
17:05.1
me at nung I refuse because I didn't
17:08.7
want to jump into something as serious
17:10.4
as that hindi ako ready and I still have
17:13.2
loads of things running on my
17:15.5
mind dahil nga sa likas na makulit sion
17:19.3
ay hindi niya ako tinigilan hanggang sa
17:21.4
pumayag ako when he started courting me
17:24.7
Officially kumalat kaagad school ang
17:26.7
balita since aon was popular i receiv a
17:29.9
lot of negative comments from different
17:31.6
girls in various departments some even
17:34.3
called me a slot at ginagayuma koang daw
17:36.9
si aon some even said that I had seduce
17:40.8
him and some comments were so ridiculous
17:45.1
They were Hard To Believe but aon was
17:48.1
always there beside me lagi niya akong
17:50.7
pinagtatanggol sa kanila Although Wala
17:53.0
naman sa akin kung ano man ang sabiin
17:56.3
me After a few months of courting me ay
17:59.2
sinagot ko na siya papadudut naisip ko
18:02.0
na hindi naman siguro masama na
18:03.5
Pagbibigyan ko ang sarili ko na sumaya
18:05.8
minsan Although hindi ko pa rin maalis
18:08.3
yung panga ko hindi ko pa rin kasi
18:11.0
nasasabi sa kanya ang tungkol sa ability
18:13.3
ko sabi saakin ni Sam na importante daw
18:16.6
sa relationship ang trust at alam ko ion
18:20.1
Hindi naman dahil sa I don't trust him I
18:22.6
Trust him of course pero natatakot
18:24.6
lamang ako na matakot siya sa akin at
18:26.9
lumayo siya kapag niya I would tell him
18:30.8
naman soon but for that time I just want
18:33.6
to enjoy the moment our relationship
18:36.8
grow stronger as the months went by I
18:41.1
was delighted by How sweet He was he
18:44.4
always bought me flowers at lagi ring
18:46.8
kaming lumalabas para mag-date i know
18:49.8
there is no perfect relationship pero I
18:52.0
can say that Ours is almost perfect
18:55.9
minsan natatakot ako na baka our thing
18:58.9
Won't Last five months na kaming in a
19:02.0
relationship ni aon at napagdesisyonan
19:05.0
kong sabihin na sa kanya ang tungkol sa
19:07.5
ability ko naisip ko na siguro'y Tama si
19:10.5
Sam I should be honest with him Kasi
19:13.0
kung mahal niya talaga ako he would
19:15.7
accept me at kung hindi ay mas magandang
19:18.3
Malamang ko ng mas maaga I knew that
19:21.2
they would come pero hanggang sa mga
19:23.7
oras na yon ay hindi pa din ako ready
19:27.1
Tapos na ang klase ko noon at
19:29.0
kasalukuyan akong naglalakad papunta sa
19:31.4
parking lot nasa open area kasi ang
19:34.0
parking lot ng school namin at kailangan
19:36.4
mo pang Tumawid ng kalsada para
19:38.2
makapunta doon I can't help to think
19:41.1
kung ano ang mangyayari ngayong araw
19:43.8
kung ano ang magiging reaksyon niya pag
19:45.7
nalaman niya ang tungkol sa sikreto ko
19:48.2
would He still stick by me or maybe
19:51.1
hindi na kasi baka hiwalayan niya ako
19:53.6
pag Nagkataon Malapit na ako sa parking
19:56.4
lot and I can already see his car from
19:59.2
there Kanina ko pang pina-practice kung
20:01.8
paano ko ipapaliwanag sa kanya ang lahat
20:04.9
nang Malapit na ako sa kanya Ay agad
20:06.8
siyang bumaba ng kotse para salubungin
20:09.0
ako Pap dudot niyakap niya ako at
20:11.3
hinalikan Pap dudot he always Reminds Me
20:14.7
How special I am to him pagkatapos niya
20:17.6
akong yakapin ay nanigas ako bigla I saw
20:20.8
him again the black man he was standing
20:23.8
behind him his red eyes are Staring
20:27.2
directly on me babe Are you okay Babe
20:30.8
anong nangyayari SAO Okay ka lang ba
20:33.5
sunod-sunod na tanong niya Hindi ko alam
20:36.2
kung ano ang gagawin ko pero alam ko
20:38.4
kung ano ang ibig sabihin ang nakikita
20:40.4
ko may kukunin siya at kung hindi ako
20:43.0
nagkakamali ay si Eon yon gulong-gulo na
20:46.2
ako I can see aon is worried about me
20:49.8
hindi ko mapigilang humagulhol I can
20:52.5
take this at hindi ko kayang makita
20:54.8
siyang mawala kaya i decided to run i
20:58.2
run fast as I could that time wala na
21:01.5
akong ibang maisip kundi ang makaalis sa
21:03.6
lugar na yon at makaalis sa tabi ni Eon
21:07.3
I can't see him dying Hindi ko kaya
21:11.0
rinig na rinig ko ang tawag sa akin ni
21:13.1
Eon pero ayokong lumingon at hindi ko
21:16.5
kakayanin narinig ko pa ang pagsigaw ng
21:18.9
mga tao sa paligid ko kaya napalingon
21:21.1
ako bigla papadudut isang malaking truck
21:24.7
ang palapit sa akin noon at kahit pa
21:26.9
tumakbo ako ay wala na akong kawala
21:29.3
dahil naistatwa ako sa kinakatayuan ko
21:31.7
at napapikit parang Hinihintay ko na
21:34.5
lamang ang kamatayan ko maya-maya paay
21:37.3
Naramdaman kong may Tumulak sa akin
21:40.2
tumilapon ako sa sidewalk at ramdam ko
21:42.4
Ang sakit ng katawan ko when i stood up
21:45.2
to see who had saved me I was shocked to
21:48.7
find out na ito pala ay si Eon siyaang
21:52.6
nagligtas sa akin at halos Manigas ako
21:55.6
sa kinakatayuan ko ng makita ko siyang
21:58.6
nakahandusay sa sahig at duguan tumakbo
22:02.5
ako papunta sa kanya at hindi alam kung
22:05.1
ano ang gagawin ko Eon I'm sorry please
22:08.6
Kumapit ka lang pag-iyak ko He was just
22:12.0
looking at me na para bang kinakabisado
22:14.2
niya ang bawat feature sa mukha ko Eon
22:17.4
please hold on dadalhin ka namin sa
22:19.7
ospital wika ko pa I just smile at me
22:23.3
and say I love you yun ang huli niyang
22:27.1
sinabi bago siya tuluyan ang
22:29.9
bumitaw it was painful seeing him
22:33.3
lifeless it felt like I was being killed
22:36.5
over and over again by The sheer Agony I
22:40.4
know it was all my fault everything was
22:42.8
a mistake hanggang sa tuluyan na siyang
22:45.8
bawian ng buhay sa mismong mga kamay ko
22:49.5
galit na galit noon sa akin ang mga
22:51.2
magulang ni ion at ako talaga ang
22:53.0
sinisisi nila sa pagkamatay niya kung
22:56.2
hindi raw ako dumating sa buhay ng anak
22:57.9
nila nakabuhay pa sana raw ito isa raw
23:00.8
akong salot na dumating sa buhay ni Eon
23:03.0
kaya naman isang beses lamang ako
23:04.7
nakapunta sa burol ni Eon pinagtabuyan
23:08.2
pa ako ng Mommy niya at sinabi na wala
23:10.4
akong karapatan na makiramay dahil ako
23:13.9
ang dahilan kung bakit namatay ang anak
23:16.1
nila pati sa school namin ay halos
23:18.4
isumpa ako ng mga fans ni aon May iba pa
23:21.3
na tumawag sa akin na Bruha at
23:23.2
demonyita may nakakita kasi sa akin na
23:25.9
tumatakbo at parang may tinatakasan
23:27.6
noong araw ba namatay si aon Para raw
23:30.8
akong may nakikita na hindi nila
23:32.6
nakikita Kaya raw napahamak si aon ay
23:35.6
dahil sa pagiging demonyita ko lahat yun
23:38.4
ay pilit kong binabaliwala talaga kahit
23:40.8
na napakabigat sa akin ang
23:43.7
lahat ang pagwala ni aon ay isa sa mga
23:46.6
pinakamasakit na bagay na nangyari sa
23:49.6
papadudut halos hindi ako makapag-focus
23:52.0
noon sa pag-aaral ko parang anumang oras
23:55.2
ay mababaliw ako pina-check up pa ako ng
23:58.6
mga magulang ko sa psychiatrist pero
24:01.2
hindi rin sila nakatulong at gusto ko
24:04.1
lang kasi noon ay mabuhay ulit ang
24:05.8
lalaking pinakamamahal ko ang lalaking
24:08.8
nagsakripisyo ng buhay niya para mabuhay
24:12.8
Ako Ako naman kasi talaga dapat ang
24:15.5
mamamatay ng mga oras na iyon kung hindi
24:17.9
dumating si Eon para tulungan o itulak
24:20.3
ako kung hindi siya dumating para sa
24:22.6
gipin ng buhay ko hindi siya mawawala
24:26.4
ako ang mawawala kaya walang ibang dapat
24:28.9
na sisihin kung hindi ang sarili ko
24:31.8
Mabuti na lang at hindi ako iniwan ni
24:33.8
Sam palagi siyang nasa tabi ko at
24:36.1
kino-comfort ako pinapaintindi niya sa
24:39.0
akin na wala akong naging kasalanan sa
24:41.3
pagkamatay ni ion kagaya ni lola Yung
24:44.4
malungkot si aon sa oras na nakikita
24:46.2
nitong nagluluksa pa rin ako sa
24:48.4
pagkamatay niya nag-decide akong lumipat
24:51.3
ng University At sa tingin ko ay
24:53.0
nakatulong yun sa akin papadudut dahil
24:55.6
parang nagsimula ulit ako sa umpisa na
24:58.4
Wala na kahit na Sinong nakakakilala sa
25:00.5
akin muli akong umiwas sa mga tao Dahil
25:03.4
natakot ako na baka may iba pang
25:05.4
mapahamak Ayos na sa akin yung nandiyan
25:08.2
ang mga magulang ko at sisam para sa
25:10.2
akin Hindi ko na kailangan ng ibang tao
25:13.0
sa buhay ko Tanggap ko ng nabuhay ako
25:15.5
para hindi mahalin ang ibang tao na
25:18.0
Bukod sa kanila hanggang ngayon ay Hirap
25:21.8
pa rin akong tanggapin ang pagkawala ng
25:24.0
lalaking pinakamamahal ko hirap ako pero
25:27.0
wala naman akong ibang pag pipilian kung
25:29.0
hindi ang umusad sa awa ng Diyos ay
25:32.2
hindi ko na rin naman muli pang nakita
25:35.0
ang lalaking may itim na kapa at
25:37.5
paulit-ulit kong ipinagdarasal na sana
25:40.3
ay hindi ko na siya muli pang makita
25:43.2
Ayoko ng maranasan muli ang pait ng
25:45.6
pagkawala ng taong pinakamamahal ko kaya
25:49.1
naman mas dinal lasan ko na ang
25:51.0
pagdarasal at pagsisimba para patuloy
25:53.1
akong gabayan ng Poong May kapal Salamat
25:56.2
po sa pagpili at pagbasa ng letter ko
25:59.0
lubos na gumagalang
26:21.5
mahiwaga laging may lungkot at saya
26:31.8
stories laging May karamay
26:47.1
kaybigat dito ay pakikinggan
26:53.0
ka sa papadudut stories
27:05.4
kasama dito sa papadudut
27:09.3
stories ikaw ay hindi
27:18.0
nag-iisa dito sa papadudut
27:50.7
stor Hello mga ka-on Ako po ang inyong
27:53.8
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