Behind the Gram! The stories behind some of my Instagram posts | Bea Alonzo
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Oh my God, oh diba, sobrang high-res.
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Hello beautiful people! Welcome back to my channel.
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We are now at the Rowe Creative Studio and in today's episode,
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I will be sharing with you stories behind my Instagram posts.
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Alam ko by posting pictures on my Instagram, you get the glimpse of my life.
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Pero marami sa inyong nagtatanong kung ano yung may mga BTS kuwentos.
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Alam ko maraming nag-comment sa inyo and you want me to share the stories behind my Instagram posts.
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Especially yung mga recent posts ko, so here it is.
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By the way guys, yung digital team ko yung nag-prepare nito mga links na to.
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So may mga photos na to so hindi ko alam mo to expect.
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The first one, ah ito yung pinaka-recent.
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Ito yung party with Mr. M.
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So nagtatanong sila parang bakit kayo nag-get together.
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Meron ba kami yung pelikula na gagawin?
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But actually guys, wala pa.
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Marami kami na pag-usapan na mga possible movies together.
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The reason behind this reunion is because birthday kasi ni Piolo at ni Mr. M. ng January.
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And since January, talagang pinipilit na namin magtagpotag po yung schedule namin.
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Pero hindi nangyari until just recently.
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So we're very happy that we were able to see each other.
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So nagpa-dinner sila Mr. M.
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First time namin nakita yung apartment nila na bago.
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Andami na kami ng gabi.
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So hindi ko in-expect na malalasing ako.
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Actually parang naging turned out parang akong birthday party.
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Kasi ako yung pinaka nag-enjoy.
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And then it was just really nice to, you know, rekindle friendships with the people I grew up with.
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Especially, well, si Heart na ngayon lagi na kami magkasama.
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And yeah, I was really happy to see Piolo.
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Of course, Mr. M.
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And everyone else.
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Including John Lloyd, sila maha, sila diet.
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Si Dieter na sobrang tagal ko na hindi nakikita.
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So parang it was as if parang siyang college reunion or high school reunion.
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Parang ang sarap dahil parang kapag kasama pala yung mga taong lumaki ka.
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Parang nababreak down yung world mo.
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And you tend to just enjoy and be yourself.
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And not worry about what other people would say about you.
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Nagkita kami ni Heart sa IV clinic.
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Kasi, so galing ako ng salon.
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So parang beauty day ko kahapon.
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Me time ko kahapon.
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And then, nung papunta na ako ng IV.
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Nalaman ni Heart papunta ako.
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So sabi niya magsabay na kami.
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Because we promised each other na lagi na kami magsasabay sa IV.
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Kasi nga we both go to the IV clinic.
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Hi, Dr. IV and Dr. Z. Shout out.
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So kahapon, nag-decide kami na pumunta sa bahay ni Heart after.
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Tapos nagluto ng masarap na steak si Cheese.
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And then, we just had fun last night with her glam team.
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And I was able to get to know her more.
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The things that I didn't know about her before we became friends again.
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So, it was just really beautiful.
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Tsaka, ang dami na naming plano na pupunta ako ng apartment niya sa Paris.
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Siya naman pupunta sa apartment.
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Kasi, wow, ang sosyal.
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Ang lakas mga social climber nun.
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But yeah, so yun yung mga plano namin.
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You know, look lang.
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Parang familiar siya.
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But at the same time, she's like a new person in my life.
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The picture with Mr. Ryan Kayabyab.
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I started doing voice lessons just recently.
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The reason for this is because I have agreed to do a cameo on Larawan, the musical.
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Sa Metropolitan Museum happening on May 6.
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So, sobrang laking karangalan sa akin because maraming national artists na naka-attached sa project.
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Because we will be celebrating the National Artists Month this May.
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And to be chosen, you know, to be the Elsa Montez of this story is a big deal for me.
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And it's my first time to do a musical theater play for the first time.
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Sobrang kinakabahan ako.
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Different ballgame.
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Unang-una, hindi ako talaga singer.
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Ang dami nagko-comment kasi dito.
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Sabi nila, may concert ba ako?
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Bali kayo, walang concert.
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Maghunus daily kayo.
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Huwag muna kayo manjudge.
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So, I will be acting.
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Secondary na yung pagganta, which I am now learning how to do.
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There will be some dancing.
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And I heard that Paolo Avellino will be part of this project.
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So, I'm very excited about this.
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Kasi alam nyo na, kaibigan ko si Pao.
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So, kahit na paano, meron akong, alam mo yun, meron akong makakapitan during the rehearsals.
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And si Cheng Kakay, si Kakay Bautista, will also be a part of this.
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So, it will be a very beautiful event.
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It will just run for one day at the Metropolitan Museum.
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But two days, because the first night will be invitational.
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So, invite nila yung mga studyante to watch us at our dress rehearsal.
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And then the second night, it's also invitational.
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So, walang bayad.
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So, I'm very, very excited.
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Actually, si Mr. Kayabyab yung magpa-play sa musical.
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But, yung wife niya, si Mrs. Kayabyab, yung nagtuturo sa'kin na kumanta.
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And nakakatawa, kasi...
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Akala ko naman, kahit pa paano, may boses naman tayo.
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Pero hindi ko alam na ang hirap pala.
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Na, all along, ginagamit ko pala yung boses ko the wrong way.
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Apparently, masyado akong throaty kumanta.
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So, kaya pala akong mabilis na pa-pause.
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So, sabi ni Mrs. Kayabyab,
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if I do that sa musical play, mawawalan ako ng boses.
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By the time na mag-show, wala na akong maibibigay.
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So, she is trying to teach me
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kung paano gamitin ng aking diaphragm
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and ng aking head voice
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that I didn't know I had before.
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So, meron pala akong head voice.
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And nakakatawa, dahil yung nangyayari sa behind the scenes ng voice lessons,
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alam mo, hindi ko alam na nangyayari.
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Sabi niya, first time sa estudyante niya yung nangyayari.
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Nagka-cramps yung chest ko.
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So, nagka-cramps ako.
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Kasi sabi ko, tiga, tiga lang po.
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Asin na nga kaya, Wapoys.
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This one, Madrid House.
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Natapos na yung interior design niya
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noong December 28 of last year.
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But until now, hindi ko pa siya nabibisita.
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And I was thinking about the Madrid House,
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kung kailan ako pupunta.
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Alam mo, of course, I need to work here
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to be able to do the things that I love
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and to be able to travel.
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So, yun yung exchange.
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Soon, baka sana ma-vlog ko
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by the time I go there, finally.
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Ito, tennis with Dom and his friends.
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Noong January, sabi ko,
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kailangan kong, just like every one of you,
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gumawa ko ng New Year's resolution.
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So, sabi ko, I need to pick up a new hobby.
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So, parang naisip ko, parang maganda yung tennis
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kasi nanood ako ng Breakpoint.
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Tapos, after watching Breakpoint on Netflix,
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nag-geek out ako sa mga players,
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mga tennis players, mga celebrities.
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Tapos, ang dami kong pinanood ng mga old matches nila
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and alam ko na yung life stories nila.
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So, I started doing tennis with Dom.
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But unfortunately, dahil si Dom kasi bad na tong player siya.
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So, dapat sabay kami matututo.
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Pero si Dom, sobrang galing na niya.
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So, hindi ko na, hindi na ako sumali ulit
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kasi parang feeling ko I'm holding him down.
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Hindi talaga ako atletic.
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Tennis is a good sport.
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Tapos, gusto rin namin ni Dom
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to be able to play doubles in the future.
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So, pag medyo hindi na ako busy,
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I will go back to playing tennis.
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And plus, I also gained weight.
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So, nahihirapan din ako na tumakbo-takbo,
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So, sumasakad din yung tuhod ko.
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Yeah, because aside from having ticos,
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I recently was diagnosed with hypothyroidism.
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So, that's the reason behind my gaining weight.
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And I'm trying to address it now
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by working out, by dieting,
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and taking meds for it and supplements.
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So, wish me luck.
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Sana matapos na siya.
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So, sa mga nagsasabi diyan,
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bakit ang taba na daw ni Bea?
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Yan po yung reason.
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Pasensya na kayo.
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Picture with Mr. Michael V.
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So, I did a guesting sa Pepito Manaloto
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and na-starstruck ako sa kanya
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kasi siya talagang yung pinanonood natin,
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Nung batang nineties ka,
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alam mo kung gano'ng kalaki
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at gano'ng kasikat si Mr. Michael V.
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Especially back then.
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Yun yung talagang peak days niya
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ginagaya niya yung mga music videos,
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yung mga commercials.
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So, parang finally yung nakita ko siya,
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parang hindi pwede na hindi kami mapipicturan.
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Si Michael V. pala talaga ang sumusulat
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ng Pepito Manaloto.
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He was really hands-on.
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In the beginning pala ko of the shoot,
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talaga nag-reading na kami
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with the entire cast.
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So, ang galing na
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ano siya, in control of the creative process
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of Pepito Manaloto.
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Post number seven.
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My Thursday girls.
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So, parang umpisa ng taon,
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hindi ko sila nakasama
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kasi nung December,
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hindi kami nagkaroon ng Christmas dinner
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that we do every single year
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ever since I met them.
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So, January namin siya minu.
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And syempre, that mommy sila.
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Parang inabot pa rin kami ng alas 5.
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That's when you know you're having fun
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with your friends.
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And, always parang nag-overlap na yung mga kwentos namin
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kasi gusto ko magkwento yung sakin
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tapos gusto magkwento ni Dembos ni Sanya.
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Si Bea lang niyang parang talaga,
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Yan po yung dynamic ng friendship namin.
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I still believe si Bea
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soy yung pinaka-cool na babae na kilala ko.
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And I still want to become like her.
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Kami ni Dembos, actually.
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A picture from Niseko.
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So, we spent the holidays in Japan.
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So, we went to Niseko first.
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Dati nakapag-skiing na ako
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Nag-poproaden ako o ganyan.
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Na-enjoy ko naman din siya.
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Pero, not as much as I enjoyed skiing last December.
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Na gusto ko na siyang gawin every winter.
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Parang ang sarap pala nung feeling.
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Mas naiintindihan mo yung coordination ng katawan mo.
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Or baka mas maganda yung snow lang talaga sa Niseko.
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Sa nakakatawa, may anekdote ako dyan.
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So, first day namin.
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Wala kami mabok na pro.
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Wala kami mabok na teacher.
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Kasi, sobra talagang peak.
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Sobrang punong-punong lahat talaga.
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So, nakapag-rent lang kami na mga gears namin.
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May mga kasama kami.
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Si Cristiana, si Jaime.
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They've never skied before.
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Ayaw na muna nila mag-skiing.
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Kasi, baka ma-aksidente.
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So, si Dom, sabi niya,
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tayong dalawa na Niseko.
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Nakalimutan ko na paano mag-ski.
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Sabi niya, okay lang.
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Parang bike lang yan.
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Sumakit kami sa gondola.
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Sobrang taas nung pinagdalahan sa amin ng gondola.
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And kung nag-skiing ka,
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there is no other way going down but to ski.
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Oh, my God, girl.
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As in, nakaganon siya sobrang steep.
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As in, ilang beses ako na talagang gumulong parang snowball.
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Sobrang wapoy talaga.
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Tapos habang nagsa-snowball,
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yung hug ko talaga.
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Tapos yung iyak ako.
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Sabi na ako kahit amin na ayoko na.
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As in, bakit mo ako tila na dito?
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As in, sobrang yung pag-aaway namin.
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Pero, I was able to do it naman.
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Pero, grabe yung iyako.
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So, yung mga succeeding days,
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ang kasama ko na mag-skiing si Cristiana
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Ayaw na niya akong sumahan.
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So, inaaway ko siya dahil
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pinapunta niya agad ako sa mataas na lugar.
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This year, so, I am planning to spend Christmas with my family
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And then, in between Christmas and New Year,
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plano namin ni Dom mag-Zermat.
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Ah! This is when we went camping.
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Holy Week last year.
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First time ko na hardcore camping.
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Hindi ako nakatulog at naniknik ako
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Kasama namin yung mga friends ni Dom.
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So, we were 25 in total.
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So, parang hindi mo mafe-feel na, alam mo yun,
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parang hihirapan ka, ganyan.
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Kasi may mga kasama ka, ganyan.
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Second time na ang ginawa yung hardcore camping
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was last February 14.
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That's where we spent our
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Valentine's Day together
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So, this time, wala talagang banyo.
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Nag-set up siya ng banyo.
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Meron naman. Sobrang exciting naman siya.
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But then, sobra akong na-sunburn after.
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Kasi hindi ko napansin na talagang
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nabilad na ako sa araw.
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Kasi malamig talaga sa Tanay,
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sa mountains. Parang siya talagang bagyo.
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And then, bukod doon, naniknik ulit ako.
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Favorite talaga ako ng mga nignig.
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So, pagdatingin nyo ako kung gagawin ko ulit yung camping,
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siguro dapat meron akong kasalanan na ginawa.
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Nag-enjoy ako. Sobrang nag-enjoy ako.
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Except for the fact na talagang
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favorite ako ng mga nignig.
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Walter and Chico, my babies.
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So, they're at home.
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Si Walter nakatabi pa rin sa akin sa kama every night.
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Si Chico naman, hindi naman siya matabi because
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we can't have two dogs
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the same time sa bed.
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And plus, recently lang na potty trained si Chico.
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So, I sent him to a camp.
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Kasi hindi ko siya na-train.
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Dahil sobrang busy ko when he was given to me.
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Kakagaling niya ng camp.
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So, now he's potty trained already.
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Pero, unti-unti pa lang namin siya in-introduce sa kuwarto ko.
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So, right now, nandun siya sa dirty kitchen ng kalaate.
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So, meron siyang special taste naman.
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But, every time we would go to the garden,
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kasama naman si Chico and we spend time together as a family.
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Kasi kasama ko rin sila mama at si Nasanti.
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Recently, nag-swimming sila sa bahay.
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Hindi ako nakapag-post, but
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nag-swimming sila.
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Tapos, ang sarap naman feeling na magkakasama kamang lahat.
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Tapos, parang hindi na namin kadalasan nagagawa yan.
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Nagkakainan kami sa garden.
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And, we have the dogs.
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We have the kids.
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Old photo with Madam M.
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Sabi ni mama, I was only 2 years old when this was taken.
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I mean, the photo.
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Si mama, when she had me,
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she was only 20 years old.
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19 siya na bunti.
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So, 20 when she had me.
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Imagine, single mom siya.
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Tapos, grabe yung mga sacrifices niya for me.
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Right now, parang ako siyang,
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parang hindi mother-daughter yung turingin namin.
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Parang sisters and best friends.
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Parang nag-emo lang ako noong time na yun.
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And, na-realize ko yung value nung love nung family ko sa akin.
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So, sometimes may ganyan.
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Di ba, mahilig din ba kayo pag may mga old photos,
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kahit sa phone ninyo,
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parang bigla ka nalang,
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ano yun, mag-appreciation post
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or appreciation message sa family mo.
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So, minsan may mga ganun ako.
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Actually, weird nga eh.
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Kasi parang I was very emotional noong end of the year.
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Apparently, it was because of my hormones.
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Nag-send lang sa'kin si mama ng parang poem
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kasi ang hilig ni mama mag-send na mga poem
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about mother and child relationship.
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Tapos, as in, literal, umiyak ako.
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As in, super iyak.
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Sabi niya, Ate Nanay, as in hindi ko alam
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na-touch lang ako sa puso.
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Sabi niya, it's akin.
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Yeah, may mga ganun ako na-emo kapag family.
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Kahit kapag ka sa mga eksena,
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kapag yung mga eksena tokol sa pamilya,
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mas madali ako naiyak.
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Pag sa love, medyo mas matagal pa.
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Anong sabi ko dito?
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People born under Libra
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are happiest when in a relationship.
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They hate being alone.
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Actually, it's true.
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Happiness is best when shared.
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Hindi, pero yun kasi nasabi ka sa akin ni Nince.
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Ano yung problema sa'yo?
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Hindi ka nagiging single nang matagal.
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Lagi kang in a relationship.
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But yeah, hindi ko alam.
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Baka kasi lagi nagpapadala si Lord
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yung tao magmamahal sa'kin.
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Hindi ko rin alam kung bakit.
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Hindi ako marunang mag-date.
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Kung hindi ako interesado sa tao
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in the first place,
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I won't go out with you.
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So kung interesado ako sa'yo,
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I will go out with you.
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Tapos yung ending,
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So nagiging kami.
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Hindi ako marunang makipag-date.
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I think that's a problem.
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Selfie na nga lang.
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Sobrang high-res.
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Sobrang high-res.
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Sobrang high-res talaga
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ng mga pictures ko before.
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Hindi, kasi dati wala talaga kami
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Hindi kami may...
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Like ako, for one,
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I don't really care about my wall.
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Hindi curated yung feed ko.
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Kung ano yung nangyari sa buhay ko,
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I would share it.
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Or kapag nagagandaan ako sa sarili ko.
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Hindi ko naman ba't ako nagandaan
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sa sarili ko dito.
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Hindi ko rin alam.
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that was my self-absorbed era.
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I'm not on Twitter.
17:07.2
I'm not on Twitter.
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Parang galit si girl.
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Baka may poster ako or something.
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Hindi ko na maalala.
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But yes, I'm still not on Twitter.
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I was never on Twitter.
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Kasi never din ako nagkaroon ng app
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on my phone na Twitter.
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So there you have it.
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Nakakatawa rin to actually revisit
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those pictures that I posted
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a long time ago or just recently.
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Kasi I think that's the beauty
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of having a social media account.
17:32.2
Kasi kahit dito sa mga vlogs,
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parang ang sarap na panooran yung old vlogs
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and see how far you've come
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and how you've changed.
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parang ang daming changes sa buhay ko.
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Kahit sa perspective ko,
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the way I carry myself,
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I think I'm more confident now.
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ang dami palang bullshit dan.
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Ang saya pala i-revisit
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ng mga moments na yun.
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Tapos bagla maaalala mo
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yung specific memory na yun.
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I mean specific moments
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that you spent with your friends
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or with your dogs,
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with your family,
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and even by yourself.
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Ibabalik ka dun sa mind space mo
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which is beautiful.
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So I suggest that you do it too.
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please comment down below
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kung ano yung mga discoveries nyo
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because I would love to read them.
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So there you have it,
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beautiful people.
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Thank you for watching.
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Don't forget to like and subscribe
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and don't forget,
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life is beautiful.
