KAMUSTA NA MARS LLOYD? Mahal naming KWEEN LC. Madami akong kuwento...
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All I am is a friend
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Your friend till the end
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All I am is a friend
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Your friend till the end
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So yun na nga, ang tanong
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Why do you stop vlogging sa YouTube?
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Nag-stop ako for several reasons
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Parang feeling ko ako yung candidate na tinatanong ni Gloria Diaz
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Ang hira pala sagutin
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Actually, I really don't know kung bakit ako nag-stop
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Pero when I lost Lloyd
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It felt meaningless, I can say
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Parang it's not the same anymore
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And alam mo naman, di ba?
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As a friend, you know that
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Why I am even here
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He's the reason why
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We started vlogging
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Mawala ng isang best friend
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It's not easy, kaya te, please
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Huwag kang sumunod
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Huwag kang magalala, te
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Yung isang friend pa natin yung susunod
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You know how we are
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We were inseparable
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Diba kami magpaghiwalay ni Lloyd?
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And we've proven that
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So many times over the years
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He trusted me enough
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To the point na even
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Pag nag-aaway kami ni Harold
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Pag mag-aaway kami
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The very first thing that I do is
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Aalis ako ng bahay
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Just so hindi kami magkasagupan ni Harold
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Dada na ako kay Lloyd
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Pagdating ko niya
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Bari nag-aaway na naman kami
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Ay, ano bang bago?
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So he was the first person in mind
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Every time I'm down
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Alam kong may tatakbuan ako
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May pupuntahan ako
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May malalapitan ako
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And it went on for so many years
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The year that we met
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Siya na yung confident ko
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Siya na yung tinatakbuan ko
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And it's the same as well for him
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Ako na din yung tinatakbuan niya
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So we've been together for a long time
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So we've made plans
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We created our future
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Abot yung mga pangarap namin
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Him being the Lloyd
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Kaya the another thing is
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Being at the back of the camera
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Managing his career
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So it went on and on
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And it really bloomed into
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A relationship like no other
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And then nag-evolve
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Hindi na kami mag-jowa
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Magkapatid na kami
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It's a relationship
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And everyone saw it
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In front of the camera
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At the back of the camera
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Everyone who knew us personally
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And everyone who knows us
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Pag nandyan si Lloyd
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Kasi hindi kami nga
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And even during the pandemic
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Alam mo ba bakit lagi akong nasa Cavite?
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Hindi, hindi lang dahil kay Lloyd
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Because nakaipon-ipon naman kami na ni Harold
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We decided to buy a house quietly
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So bumili kami ng bahay sa Cavite
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Because of my tita
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So sige nag-design na kami ni Harold
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Sige let's go get a house
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And then si Lloyd
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Alam ko nasa abroad siya noon eh
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And then pagbalik niya
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Kasi hindi na ako sumama sa abroad
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But there was an event
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An official event na hindi na ako sumama
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Kasi during that time may love life siya
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So pagbalik nga sabi ko
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Mare bumili na pala ako ng bahay
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Tapos gulat na gulat siya
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Sabi ko uuwin ako ng bahay
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Kasi baka naman mag-asos pa namin yung ipon
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Sabi niya gagakay hindi mo muna akong sinabihan
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Tara na gusto ko din ang bahay
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Eh syempre Lloyd ka din na siya
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On the spot yan gusto ko din ang bahay
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Sabi niya doon tayo sa Cavite naman si Harold
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Sabi niya doon tayo sa Cavite para magkanapit na tayo Mars
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Sabi ko na wala akong takas kay Lloyd
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Oh sige punta kami ng Cavite
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Kinausap ko yung tita ko
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So ikot ikot kami ng bahay
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At agal-agal namin tinagikot
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And then eventually was able to get a house
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Yung house ko pre-selling minig ka na tayo pala
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Yung kanya binili niya RFO
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Lilipatan na lang agad
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Lilipatan na lang
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And so that happened bumili siya
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Originally yung bahay ko sa inyo Redford
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But then sabi ni Lancaster parang hindi nila kayang mameet yung promise date nila kung kailan mati-turnover
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So ang ginawa nila they offered me a discount sa kinuha kong bahay
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And then they asked me if it was okay for me to move houses
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Kumaga ililipat nila ako sa ibang village
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Alam mo saan ako nilipat?
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Sa Braille doon sa kung saan yung hindi ko na ibabagitan yung address
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Sa Braille doon sa kung saan yung hindi ko na ibabagitan yung address
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Pero doon kung saan kami ngayon
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Which happened to be a village connected to Lloyd's Village
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The only one village siya mag-connected
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The only one na connected
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So nasa isang village kami basically
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So yan yung kwento parang tinadhana nga
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And during those times kasi siya palang nandito siya palang nakatira dito
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Because I was still in Makati
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Inaabangan niya yung bahay ko na matayo
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So every now and then
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Magpupunta siya doon
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Mag-e-bike lang siya from their house
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Kasi malapit lang
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Then pipicture lang niya
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Mayamari malapit na
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So gano'n ganyan yun yung kwento niya
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Hindi namin ginusto na maging
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I mean hindi namin linano na talagang magkatabi kami
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Almost neighbor talaga
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But then as fate would have it
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And alam nyo ba na
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First time nyo tong malalaman
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Alam nyo ba na nagplano na kami na
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We will stop YouTube na din talaga
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Pag nakalipat na kami both sa Cavite
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Because during that time 2020 na din
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So nagplano na din talaga kaming lumipat
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Ay nagplano na din talaga siya
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Because he felt like nagawa niya na lahat ng content
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Wala na siyang magagawa
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Hindi niya na alam kung anong gagawin pa
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He told me na mari pag nakalipat na tayo dito
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And after this pandemic
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Pag natayo na yung bahay na renovate na yun
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Tigil na tayo mag vlog
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Let's do something else
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Sabi ko okay lang naman sa akin
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Let's stop doing vlogs na
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Kasi I know you're tired
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I know you're ano na din
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Eh parang apparition na pala yun
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Sabi niya ayoko na mag vlog
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Sabi ko okay lang
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Sabi ko perfect naman ito yung setup natin
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Kasi para tayong mga titas of ano na
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Maghahatira na lang tayo ng ulam
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But knowing Lloyd
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For sure lagi yung nakatambay sa bahay ko
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Kung nagkataon nagkabotan kami na nandyan na kami boat
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Doon lang yan siya sa bahay ko
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May hihiga sa sofa ko
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Kasi ganoon lang naman siya
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Lagi siyang nakatambay sa bahay ko
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Tambay tambay lang siya
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Pag natamanda siya umuwi doon siya tutulog
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So we were like that
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We were really inseparable
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And the connection that we shared with one another
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Was something very special
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It evolved to being
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More than just friends
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So that's why I really felt
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I lost meaning in what I do
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Particularly sa vlogging
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This is my first time na mawalan ako ng kaibigan
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I don't have many friends
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I choose my friends well
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And you know that for AFA
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Kasi ilan lang tayo
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Patlo, apat lang tayo
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We're not that many
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Kakasawaan na tayo ng mukha
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Pero tayong apat man ang magkasama
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Anong lagi mo sabi?
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Taya tayo lang din naman ang bisita ng isa't isa
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Sa kanya kanyang lamay
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Maybe we're people na
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We're very private
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We're just like a small group
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So what do you miss most about Gloy?
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So if there's one thing I miss about Gloy
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Care niya sa akin
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And also the same time
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How much I cared for him
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Alam mo na nakamiss
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Pag may nag-care sa'yo
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Nakakamiss din if
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The person you care the most
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Nakakamiss kasi yung gano'n
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Alam mong kahit anong
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Kabalyuan mo sa mundo
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There will always be someone
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Who will understand you
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I'm enjoying the time
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I already had Harold
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Kamihan ni Harold
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But iba talaga pagkaibigan
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Iba talaga pag friend
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And what I can say about him
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Kasi is he was my enabler
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And a lot of people don't know this
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Pero when he started doing outreach
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Yung mga outreach
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A lot of them really don't know
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Yung mga communities, of course, except for the school ni Lloyd and the neighbors na mga tinutulungan niya.
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But all other communities that we help, those are actually my adopted communities.
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So mga communities ko yun, simula pa nung college ako, National Service.
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The one in Sukat, yung Golden Gaze.
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So ano ba mga ano? Kasi majority of people we help, yung mga taga-Sukat eh, yung mga bata sa Sukat.
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And then yung families of those kids dun sa Sukat. So those were my adopted communities when I was still in college.
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And when I met Lloyd and God enabled us to help, naisip ko na maybe He allowed me also to meet Lloyd
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so that I can also...
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introduce him to those communities para dun nyo naman magawa at maikalat pa ang kanyang mga good deeds.
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Diba? Yung kanyang mga charitable works.
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And you know, the moment that I mentioned it to him na mag-charity works kami na we do something for the community,
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he immediately said yes. Walang...no questions asked.
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Knowing Lloyd. Sabi niya, go! Gusto ko yan.
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It's about time that we do outreach, that we do ano, we do something to give back naman to the community.
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So yun, nagtuloy-tuloy na and I felt like we were a match made in heaven talaga. Talagang tulungan kami.
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We'll never be the same but oh I gotta give it to you love.
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You left your mark.
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Kasi I don't know how much my heart can take.
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I've been trying to get by but it's fake.
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It's not like I would take you back.
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Things would be the same but oh I gotta give it to you love.
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You left your mark.
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I'll give it to you love.
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Tuyo'y pagbayad mo.
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Wala naman po kayo sa inyo.
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Kung pagtakartipan niyaes.
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Isa naman pal Konstantin 100.
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Sige. Kasi hindi siya comfortable sa gamit niya.
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Napaka thoughtful si mati.
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Parang isa naee harassment na niya.
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Ngayon bibili kami lang ng damit.
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First Touch Ttery,
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In a plastic material
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So I, I was trying to get by,
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It's found to me its fake.
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It's not like I would take you back
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Things would be the same
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Oh, I gotta give it to you, love
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You left your mom
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And I'm trying to be okay
